One time i took 720mg of dxm and fell asleep an hour later laying down to deal with the nausea. In my dream i was talking to my ego and it was being really mean so i went down to my brain stem and started yelling at it. it got mad at me and started waking me up and i begged and pleaded and screamed for it to stop but it just started laughing at me. as i woke up it felt like i was being pushed out of the womb. opening my eyes felt like passing through, entering the world with eyes wide open.

hurt me. please. my body is your canvas. i can only experience intimacy through pain.


Please be nice to me.
i love you. im really proud of you. you are wonderful and loved. you matter. you deserve the kindness you receive and even more, more than the world will ever show you.


Please remember to practice harm reduction. https://tripsit.me/ https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Main_Page