To stay sane and not die from isolation, I'm going to pretty much live in VR Chat once I finish withdrawal and heal fully if you want to say hi sometime. I have to start a new VR lifestyle. I have to

I'm just so sorry that my body ruined my life and our lives together. Sadly that's just how reality is. There's no meaning behind anything. ♥♥♥♥ just happens. I just have to adapt like usual because I don't want to die. I just wish I never got disabled for both of us. The times we went out before my curse are some of my best memories. But wishes are just wishes

So thank you for 6 years of not being alone. I know now that it causes subconscious resentment. I don't want any human to have to give up traveling, restaurants, crowded places, etc, to be with me. So it means so much to me that you did for 6 years for me and thats 6 years I could've been alone. This disability is my fate sadly, but I know now no human should also lose what I lost to be with me. So I'm adapting to my new reality now. Its very hard but its my one shot at existence so I don't have a choice. Again thank you so much for giving me 6 years of not being alone. I probably wouldn't have made it mentally without being able to adapt to my new reality without you being there. Who knows, maybe someday I'll be cured

I just wanted to say I survived another death flare! I was on prednisone, Valium, and oxy for almost 3 months but I'm going through the withdrawal no, but thankfully I'm done with them. Getting sick almost took my life sadly and it wasn't even covid. I worked during the whole time thankfully. I just wanted to say thank you for being with me for 6 years. Knowing what I lost because of my disability in life hurts me bad. But because of that I don't want anyone to have to give up their able body to live as disabled as me.

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Merry Christmas!!!