meaty? meaty what?? huh!?

who the **** are you and why did you add me?? ?? :B1:

meaty-or

Tenderize gently

May contain meat products

I am addicted to forming parasocial relationships with female streamers on Twitch, especially the Asian ones. I started as a lurker in their chats, but slowly worked my way up to moderator with a bunch of them. I dedicate 30% of my monthly earnings to these women, through donations and gifted subscriptions, and in return, they give me countless hours of entertainment, and if I'm lucky, I am able to have Discord calls sometimes.

Anyway, so I have two questions. One, how do I take the next step to move this relationship forward? I want to fly to Korea to meet them in person, but I don't want to intrude on their personal space or make them feel weird. I am a nice guy, so they will not be in any danger.

And two, I know you cannot diagnose people on the internet, but what condition would you say I am suffering from? Is this okay? I feel I am healthy, but my parents don't approve of my lifestyle, or think I am wasting my income on false hope.

Thanks, love the work you do!