You know, I'm in New Jersey right now
It's like four in the morning
It's me and T in this bitch, my nigga Dre in this bitch
Flushed all this Percocets (why?)
They wasn't workin' yet
Quarter pound on my bus we finna we murda that
They was okay, but I been feeling sorrow
Tonight I'ma pray it's better by tomorrow
Say mama, hey mama
I been feeling home sick
It's demons inside my heart
And I can feel 'em growing
I brought people around me
Without even knowing
They all had secret agendas
That they wasn't showing
Bitches will stab you in yo' back
But smile in yo' face
Niggas will act how they act
But they want yo' place
Say that it's love out they mouth
But that shit be fake
So I been lookin' for peace
And beggin' for space
Lord I'm just a nigga tryna win
Lord I'm just a nigga so I sin
We spin his block, we spin his block
Then spin again, mmh
He gotta pay for what he did, yeah
I been feelin' pain for so long
I done became numb
I don't make it no better
I give my heart to whoever
They take it and they run
You had me but you lost me
I'm not mad, I'm exhausted
Please, please, if you come around
Give me something to make me smile
It's been so many dark days
Been so many dark days and dark clouds
It's been so many dark days
Been so many dark days and dark clouds
Like a big ass black cloud
Been following a nigga around
I been tryna shake that bitch
Then niggas come around wit' that energy
Make it even fuckin' worse, I'on even know, man I
It's been so many dark days
Been so many dark days and dark clouds (I keep a nigga from 'round me fast)
It's been so many dark days (fast, you feel me?)
Been so many dark days and dark clouds, yeah
I been feelin' pain for so long
I done became numb
I don't make it no better
I give my heart to whoever
They take it and they run
You had me but you lost me
I'm not mad, I'm exhausted
Please, please, if you come around
Give me something to make me smile