i know my boyfriend will never let me peg him (F18)

to preface this, i don’t bring it up or nag him about it. we’ve had a conversation about it and i wholly accept his answer of ‘no’ and it won’t change. i just feel kinda sad that this is a part of me that won’t be fulfilled, like, ever. I’m not blaming him whatsoever and I respect it, but I’ve read on so many other posts about a similar topic people getting absolutely flamed.

it’s just a need of mine/something I’ve wanted. I understand that people may not be sexually compatible, some people are more than others. im just having a bit of trouble moving on from it because he jokes about it a lot, which is funny yes, but telling other people too? I feel ashamed. that on top of his clear answer of no has just made me feel something but I can’t quite place a finger on it.

(Serious) how do you wash your butt in the shower?
I shower for around an hour every day and I wash thoroughly. I rinse my butt and butthole area and scrub 3 times and rinse in between each wash but I believe I still smell weird, what am I doing wrong help

K-KITTEN??? WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?? I THOUGHT WE WERE 4LIFERS!! WE WATCHED SKIBIDI TOILET TOGETHER, SANG THE SONG, DRANK GRIMACE SHAKES TOGETHER, ETC!! THIS IS NOT FUNNY!! alpha scratches you and you die W-WAIT, NO KITTEN!! I DIDNT MEAN TO! WAKE UP!! PLEASE!! NO!!!! MY OHIO LEVEL THREE GYAT ONE TWO BUCKLE MY SHOE LIGHTSKIN STARE KITTEN!! NOO0000000!! IM SO SORRY!!!! WAKE UP, PLEASE!! .. i-i must go... i hurt my kitten, the one i swore to protect no matter the cost. i'm so sorry kitten. daddy loves you.

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I sexually identify as a single, Pringle, ready to mingle. Ever since I was a potato I dreamed of being thin sliced, covered in disgusting oil then heated in a medium oven until reaching climax at the micro second of golden-browness. People bully me, and say things like "what the ♥♥♥♥, you aren't a Pringle", but I know deep down they are just jealous of my inner beauty. I have already started hiding in cylinders all day, and now im improving my crunchiness by regularly burning my sides on the stove. I want you guys to respect my natural ability to instantly satisfy low salt carb cravings, and if you don't you are oppressing me, and you should check your diabetes type. Thank you for being so understanding