WHEN IT'S REALLY BAD AGAIN AND IT'S STILL WAY BETTER THAN IT USED TO BE BUT IT'S STILL REALLY BAD. AND YOU DO ALL THE RIGHT STUFF AND YOU TRY AND IT STILL REALLY HURTS BUT IT'S WORKING BUT IT STILL HURTS AND YOU GO SEE THE BEAUTIFUL MAJESTY OF NATURE AND YOUR SOUL IS SO CLOSE TO BEING AT PEACE BUT YOUR MIND IS STILL IN PAIN. AND IT'S BETTER BUT IT'S STILL BAD. AND THE SUN IS SETTING.

And Cain says, "When you split me and my brother in the womb, you did not divide us evenly. He got kindness, and I got longing. He got complacence, and I got ambition. I want to kill him sometimes. I think sometimes he wants to die."