please people who comment here; seek help for your mental issues here:
internationaltherapistdirectory.com

here is also every suicide hotline phone numbers if videogames make u that angry & sad:
https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines

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alias "+jumpthrow" "+jump;-attack"; alias "-jumpthrow" "-jump"; bind space "+jumpthrow"