…because I'm, I'm tired of everything, I'm tired of pushing myself every day. I'm tired of getting up every night, just, not even feeling like I slept – because I haven't – I get, like, four hours of sleep a night, and that's it. I'm always up till, like, four in the afternoon, wake up at nine the next night – that night, rather. Rinse and repeat.

Tired…

Tired of breathing; I'm tired of going to a dead-end job. I'm tired of putting all this effort into videos that aren't going anywhere. I'm tired of animating in general – I don't want to do it anymore. I'm tired of my body. I'm tired of food.

Tired of everybody.

I don't want to deal with another human again – alive, anyway. I'm tired of having to watch what I post on social media. Tired of the same old routine. I'm tired of feeling like I'm screaming on the inside and nobody within a million miles can hear me scream – that's what it feels like, every day. I'm tired of having to live as somebody I'm not. Tired of being nice. Tired of beer.

Tired of everything.

Tired of everything but my girls – that's really it.