Alpha Daddy
✯Cᴏᴀʟᴇsᴄᴇᴅ sᴘᴀᴄᴇᴅᴜsᴛ✯   San Antonio, Texas, United States
Dakota Jones/Alpha Daddy/Jex
2/21/1996 - 5/22/2017

Jex's mom here. I now have access to Jex's account. I was going to close my son's account, but friends of his asked me not to. I will accept friends request for those who would like to post to his page, but I will not answer messages through his account. Many of you have sent him private goodbyes.

March 28,2018
Thank you all for wishing my son a Happy Birthday. I had a hard time that day. Did lots of crying. I can't believe it will be a year in May that he left. It still feels like yesterday. I was sitting here the other day thinking about when he would play arma or GM or whatever he was playing. He would be talking crap with y'all. Usually talking ♥♥♥♥ lol. He had his headphones on so he didn't realize how loud he was and I'd go in his room and tell him to stfu already. Now I would do anything to hear his voice again. I'd do anything to see him again. But on the flip side, I am trying to grief more positively. Is that even a thing? Basically, I stop questioning why. I stop with the constant what ifs. I realized it won't change anything. He will still be gone. And I will never get answers anyway. I'm learning how to let myself go through whatever emotion I need at that moment and then pick myself up and move forward. It's not always easy. I see something he liked. Hear something that reminds me of him. Or I find something in the house that was his or he had last. And it sometimes brings me to my knees. Literally. It's funny though. If he knew I was on his steam acct talking to his friends he would have had a fit. I guess I embarrassed him 😢. Even funnier. He was exactly like me.
                You're haunted by the fact
                                    you don't know
         where you are or where you've been.

                                  Mechanical Love


                                Ɩ’m pеᴦfectly fine, thaᴨk уou܁


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Polybius Feb 12 @ 6:24am 
i miss you so much
D. Nov 6, 2023 @ 2:57am 
I miss you dude. We all do. Rest easy
DonActDum! Sep 9, 2023 @ 2:42pm 
Been a few years, still think about ya buddy, miss seeing you online.
Johnyknowhow Mar 18, 2023 @ 11:27pm 
Wish you were here.
Goat™ Mar 18, 2023 @ 7:36pm 
Not sure what it was but something reminded me of you today.. I didn't get to know you all that well in the time we had but I still wish I had.
I guess I just felt the need to stop by again and say hey, even if you'll never get to read it. Hope you've found peace.
Sen Mar 7, 2023 @ 8:28pm 
Still dye my hair purple for you <3