Alpha Daddy
✯Cᴏᴀʟᴇsᴄᴇᴅ sᴘᴀᴄᴇᴅᴜsᴛ✯   San Antonio, Texas, United States
 
 
DECEASED
Dakota Jones/Alpha Daddy/Jex
2/21/1996 - 5/22/2017

Jex's mom here. I now have access to Jex's account. I was going to close my son's account, but friends of his asked me not to. I will accept friends request for those who would like to post to his page, but I will not answer messages through his account. Many of you have sent him private goodbyes.
-Bloodgoddess25/Mom

March 28,2018
Thank you all for wishing my son a Happy Birthday. I had a hard time that day. Did lots of crying. I can't believe it will be a year in May that he left. It still feels like yesterday. I was sitting here the other day thinking about when he would play arma or GM or whatever he was playing. He would be talking crap with y'all. Usually talking ♥♥♥♥ lol. He had his headphones on so he didn't realize how loud he was and I'd go in his room and tell him to stfu already. Now I would do anything to hear his voice again. I'd do anything to see him again. But on the flip side, I am trying to grief more positively. Is that even a thing? Basically, I stop questioning why. I stop with the constant what ifs. I realized it won't change anything. He will still be gone. And I will never get answers anyway. I'm learning how to let myself go through whatever emotion I need at that moment and then pick myself up and move forward. It's not always easy. I see something he liked. Hear something that reminds me of him. Or I find something in the house that was his or he had last. And it sometimes brings me to my knees. Literally. It's funny though. If he knew I was on his steam acct talking to his friends he would have had a fit. I guess I embarrassed him 😢. Even funnier. He was exactly like me.
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                                    you don't know
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Missing you, friendo.
Raggzy Jun 12 @ 7:11pm 
Hey bud... It's Inc. I miss you man. I hope you're having a hell of a time up there. I come back and check your profile once a week hoping that this is one really ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥ dream that I'm living but it isn't... Life hasn't been the same without you. I'm getting married soon, I know that my girl would've loved having your company and would want you to be there to celebrate with us. Keep a seat warm for me though, time doesn't fly nearly as fast up there as it does here man. Love you.
Epicdenver Feb 18 @ 8:32pm 
life has gotten so much more complicated since you left, its almost your birthday and i just couldn't shake the feeling. i'm almost 4 months sober and i cant help but want to break it because its all i've ever done when i think about losing you brother. few people have shaped me like you have,i miss you more than you can imagine and what i wouldn't give for you back now.
it doesn't get easier it seems just harder to forget
Riley Nov 5, 2021 @ 6:10pm 
Still miss you so much buddy, still remember the last night we talked, hope you're doing good where ever you are <3
Epicdenver May 18, 2021 @ 11:29pm 
you gave me the strength to get through losing my best friend,i still cant believe how much you gave me and i never realized it.
i miss you all the time and i still find alot of thoughts about our time together.
things were so simple back then, now everything is just gray and i miss having you by my side.
Epicdenver Feb 21, 2021 @ 9:37pm 
i miss you jex, i knew today felt off. something made me check here and why i felt so awful
hope you help me be a better person that you always thought i would be.
there isn't a month i think about you, and not a time i don't remember and cry about the memories we had and the ones we did't' get to have.
Rest in Peace buddy i still miss you alot and i try to make the last advice you gave me into something to make me not a ♥♥♥♥♥♥ person.
god bless, sincerely ryan