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Hey Lil 임, I just came to let u know that after many years of existing I was ready to end it all. My preferred method of suicide was by shower curtain but after meeting you I realized that instead of killing myself alone that I should take other with me. Allahu baby ;)

Hey ZelswiLF, I wanted to let you know that I've struggled living with depression for the last 5 or so years of my life. It's hard for me to even get out of bed some mornings. Thankfully, I've come across your profile recently and finally decided to kill myself. Thanks :).