Self trust isn't real my friend. Trust the tremendous amount of efforts you give. If you are not sure how much efforts your thing needs, start by crazy amounts.. that could be 1000% of what it actually takes! that's fine!. Laziness isn't real my friend. Nobody lazy, but we think that we like to give up, ignore, and rest, that's not true, we don't like sitting, and doing nothing! Nobody behaves like that, and be fine about it, he can tell you he's fine, but that's a lie that he himself believed. If there is anything that human beings love the most is hard working, then watching results of that. If you think you do not, then you are at the very wrong side my friend. Yes, you do love hardworking. Go On! do your best, make yourself up, and be like me proud to name yourself by your real name, tell us who you are, and write your stories.

Over a sample of 500 people I had the best IQ being better than 98.8% of others, and yet if you think I succeed in achieving what I once wanted because of this IQ then I would say that is very wrong my friend. I became proud of myself, I loved myself because I worked towards my dreams. Love yourself my dear, she is all what you have.