The prettiest smiles hide the deepest Secrets,
the prettiest eyes have cried the most tears,
and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain.

Some people understand these, others will not.
Those who do should know, they're not alone.

Even those who hate all other humans by time will have friends.
Even those who let every hope fade will be lucky at any day.
And even those, who think they should better die, have anyone who would be very sad, if they go.

Noone is really alone, share your deepest secrets, cry with others and tell the world about your pain. Even if noone is there to listen, there are many people who will hear.


I have had a hard time on my own, but everything went well, after I thought there's no way through all the ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. If you think, you have a hard time as well, dont blame others or drown in self-pity, just be strong and head for a better future. Noone knows when it will arrive, nor what will happen, but FOR SURE it will come.

I am a gamer because I actually love to see new worlds, meet characters you can't see in real life. First I began reading books, trying to imagine the whole world out of the book. You have millions of possibilities you can build your or the authors world in your "imaginarium" the realm for only YOUR thoughts and images, but in games you have a much more detailed world which can't be forgotten, it's always the same and you can fully see it, even if you didn't play for a long time. If you Passed a book you will forget it part by part. Additionally to that, YOU can be the actor on your own, you mostly can go your own way, but the most important thing is, you have the control of what you do.

Now i am playing games since i was 5 or kinda that (1995) beginning with Sonic the Hedgehog and Bubble Bobble. Alex the Kind is needed to mention, too. I even have a tattoo of the seconds player Bubble Bobble. But by playing a long period of mine, it is hard to find a game that breaches, or even reaches the limits of your imagination. There's no game you cannot beat by time, or no quest that is really hard to me. There's no game that is doing as much fun to me as earlier Bubble Bobble or Sonic did. I was small, I didn't be as handy as I am nowadays. Shortly: I am getting bored of gaming. It is always the same, no innovation in any game. Am I wrong? Or is the gameindustry not good enough for my requirements? I am just playing to waste time. It is hard for me to have fun while playing.

If you want to waste your time with me, just add me. I still am an active player, I don't think that this will change so soon, because I am used to it.

That's all for now. Thank you if you read so far. Would be happy, if you would leave a comment or anything.