Am I A Psychopath?

[Nipah]

Whenever i see extreme gore/torture, i dont get disgusted by it. I smile instead, i don't know why i smile but i get so hyped and get so happy whenver i see very brutal stuff happening.

There is this anime called "When They Cry", it's extremely brutal and it has several torture scenes. Includes a scene where a little girl commits suicide by smashing her neck up againest a knife on the wall, with another girl that is laughing uncontrollably while the girl commits suicide.

When i looked in the comments, there were so many comments saying that it was extremely brutal and they couldn't handle it. Some said they almost quit watching the show because of it.

I wasn't disgusted at all, i found it quite entertaining. And i actually wanted a scene like that to happen, i just love gore all-together and i get so excited for it.

But i draw a line when it comes to Real Life, it's not like i go onto Google and search up Real Life bloodbaths and laugh at it. But whenever i do come across news or images of such things, i don't get disgusted by it either but instead i'm just like "Meh".

Is something wrong with me? Am I A Psychpath?

[Wild🖤Rose]

Ummm..... Maybe slightly. I'd say mostly just desensitized to these things though. Not a good thing, still.

[M2B]

You mention you draw a line at real life. So are you saying you don't mind seeing gore in real life, but it isn't as exciting as seeing it in a fictional sense such as in anime? Since you don't wish it upon anyone, and you don't seem to have violent intentions, I wouldn't call you a psychopath but something had to have desensetized you.

[Linerax]

What do you think when you imagine a man going through a meat grinder? Honesty is important.

[Nipah]

引用自 Linerax：

What do you think when you imagine a man going through a meat grinder? Honesty is important.

"Meh". I don't feel disgusted or anything, even when i imagine it in my head.

[Wild🖤Rose]

引用自 ✭Cyka✭：

引用自 Linerax：

What do you think when you imagine a man going through a meat grinder? Honesty is important.

"Meh". I don't feel disgusted or anything, even when i imagine it in my head.

I mentally cringe at the thought, tbh. I think you've been severely desensitized to violence and gore, and as long as none of that transgressions into violence and gore irl, then I think that it's not the end of the world.

[Nipah]

引用自 SaltedQuailEggs：

You mention you draw a line at real life. So are you saying you don't mind seeing gore in real life, but it isn't as exciting as seeing it in a fictional sense such as in anime? Since you don't wish it upon anyone, and you don't seem to have violent intentions, I wouldn't call you a psychopath but something had to have desensetized you.

Yeah, if i saw a dead person on the ground IRL (I have before) i wouldn't be disgusted, but instead i would just be like "Meh". Real Blood doesn't make me feel sick either.

I kinda do wish death upon some people i know, but hey, we all have enemies and people we hate don't we all?

Also, i don't really have a past of any violence or anything. I have seen a dead body IRL before, but i don't think that would be it.

[Nipah]

引用自 WildRose：

引用自 ✭Cyka✭：

"Meh". I don't feel disgusted or anything, even when i imagine it in my head.

I mentally cringe at the thought, tbh. I think you've been severely desensitized to violence and gore, and as long as none of that transgressions into violence and gore irl, then I think that it's not the end of the world.

Haha, yeah

Just a fan of gore and blood i guess.

I could imagine somebody's intestines being ripped out while still alive, i could imagine somebody's limbs being ripped off one by one while they're still awake. I could see somebody gut out their own throat with their own fingernails and i wouldn't be disgusted at all, i'd just find it interesting really or i would smile and be like "That's an awesome death"

[Wild🖤Rose]

引用自 ✭Cyka✭：

引用自 WildRose：

I mentally cringe at the thought, tbh. I think you've been severely desensitized to violence and gore, and as long as none of that transgressions into violence and gore irl, then I think that it's not the end of the world.

Haha, yeah

Just a fan of gore and blood i guess.

I could imagine somebody's intestines being ripped out while still alive, i could imagine somebody's limbs being ripped off one by one while they're still awake. I could see somebody gut out their own throat with their own fingernails and i wouldn't be disgusted at all, i'd just find it interesting really or i would smile and be like "That's an awesome death"

That would not be "awesome" if you were dying that way.....

[Johari]

I'm similar, but for me it's only relieving if it happens to somebody that has it coming. Drunk drivers, burglars, thugs, hardcore druggies...

But to be honest, I think we're a better people for it. If you're really apathetic to this sort of thing then you'll probably stay level in an emergency and be able to act more efficiently and take measures to improve the situation where others may waste time in shock or under panic.

Plus it qualifies you for jobs that involve crime scene cleanup, in case you have nothing else to turn to.

[Ishan451]

引用自 ✭Cyka✭：

Is something wrong with me? Am I A Psychpath?

Forums are no place to get a psychological evaluation. Contact a suitable doctor in your area.

[Aesthetic]

It is my personal opinion that you need help.

This is a major warning flag and slippery slope.

[M2B]

引用自 ✭Cyka✭：

引用自 SaltedQuailEggs：

You mention you draw a line at real life. So are you saying you don't mind seeing gore in real life, but it isn't as exciting as seeing it in a fictional sense such as in anime? Since you don't wish it upon anyone, and you don't seem to have violent intentions, I wouldn't call you a psychopath but something had to have desensetized you.

Yeah, if i saw a dead person on the ground IRL (I have before) i wouldn't be disgusted, but instead i would just be like "Meh". Real Blood doesn't make me feel sick either.

I kinda do wish death upon some people i know, but hey, we all have enemies and people we hate don't we all?

Also, i don't really have a past of any violence or anything. I have seen a dead body IRL before, but i don't think that would be it.

A lot professions such as Surgeons, EMTs, Homicide Detectives, etc. etc. must face gory situations without feeling disgusted, afraid, or repulsed. I wouldn't categorize them as physcopaths. Rather, I would say they're desensitized, just as you are. Has it always been this way for you? If you're not at all disturbed by the physical bit, does it bother you emotionally? (ie. Do you feel sympathy for the victim?).

Again, just to sumarize, I wouldn't call you a physcopath. You just seem very desensetized. Though, as others have said here, I'm not a doctor. If you're really concerned, go find one.

[Nipah]

引用自 WildRose：

引用自 ✭Cyka✭：

Haha, yeah

Just a fan of gore and blood i guess.

I could imagine somebody's intestines being ripped out while still alive, i could imagine somebody's limbs being ripped off one by one while they're still awake. I could see somebody gut out their own throat with their own fingernails and i wouldn't be disgusted at all, i'd just find it interesting really or i would smile and be like "That's an awesome death"

That would not be "awesome" if you were dying that way.....

I'm talking about if it were in an Anime or something, not IRL.

[JJ, Professional Fool]

OP is just a typical teenager who spends more time on 4chan than with peoples. Id claim edgy but this isnt new or fresh. Good for you, being desensitized and all.

[vodkk]

I play happywheels often.
And im a fan of gory deaths in video games... Slightly.
Otherwise no, not a fan of gore irl.

And possibly, maybe you have a bloodlust of some sort.