Insecurities?

[BunnieBealla]

have you previously had or currently have any insecurities?
did they leave a negative impact on you as a person or were you able to overcome them and turn them into a positive? uwu

[slowdeath]

I am very awkward person and as much as i mask my autism i am deeply insecure of people judging me for every slightly awkward thing i say or do.

[Caldari Ghost]

hmmm some people got the wrong idea that I care about novelty and temporal complexity in music when what I really care about is dense textures and polyphony so now I feel I need to make that distinction sometimes. Neoclassical metal > math metal

[MinionJoe]

The only one I can remember was a time I'd always formulate contingency plans for getting home if I were left somewhere without transportation. It's why I offered to drive most of the time.

It's not really been an issue since I got married again though.

[BunnieBealla]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von take me up to heaven:

I am very awkward person and as much as i mask my autism i am deeply insecure of people judging me for every slightly awkward thing i say or do.

well ♥♥♥♥ those people then, they just weren't meant to understand cause they weren't meant to be in your life
I am certain that what you think is awkward is absolutely adorable to someone or several someone's out there, I have seen such an instance play out myself uwu

[the vampire of time and memory]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von take me up to heaven:

I am very awkward person and as much as i mask my autism i am deeply insecure of people judging me for every slightly awkward thing i say or do.

anyone who judges you is simply neither skibidi nor sigma enough

[Puggly the Grey]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von take me up to heaven:

I am very awkward person and as much as i mask my autism i am deeply insecure of people judging me for every slightly awkward thing i say or do.

I won’t judge chu fren, and I hope chu come to love churself and chur own goofness someday.

[Vince ✟]

Thought I had big ears as a little kid.

I had B.O as a kid because my parents didn't try different deodorants out on me. Mitchum didn't work.

Not really anymore. I do have very dark circles around my eyes to the degree I look like I have been hit. It's a combination of extremely thin skin in the area and facial structure that makes it prominent. I don't really care as much as think I'd be nice to not have them.

[BunnieBealla]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von Comfortable_East:

I do have insecurities currently which makes me afraid of emotional intimacy with people. I don't want anyone to get too close to me and find out how pathetic I am.
Good thing is, I'm working on it, and hopefully It'll be resolved in time.

What about you Bella, you got any?

pff what year lmao
I'm very shy so I was a bit insecure of that because others would find it strange, it just takes a while for me to get close to people to show my actual personality
I would say my physical appearance aswell especially when I was younger though now it fluctuates as I've just learned to accept this is how I was born and I appreciate some features as it's passed down from my family uwu

[BunnieBealla]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von MD:

Thought I had big ears as a little kid.

I had B.O as a kid because my parents didn't try different deodorants out on me. Mitchum didn't work.

Not really anymore. I do have very dark circles around my eyes to the degree I look like I have been hit. It's a combination of extremely thin skin in the area and facial structure that makes it prominent. I don't really care as much as think I'd be nice to not have them.

I think big ears are hot, especially on a guy with short hair
I have dark circles too, I remember once at school I almost got detention because my teacher thought I was wearing eyeshadow lol uwu

[Fantasma]

I used to have some insecurities about my appearance and personality until I met my husband, now none of those things bother me because he has helped me feel secure about them

[Xautos]

don't carry around insecurities that i know of, not any more. things that would have been embarrassing in the past are just optional learning experiences to me. when i learn more new experiences, i'll learn if there is anything to them.

Ursprünglich geschrieben von MD:

I had B.O as a kid because my parents didn't try different deodorants out on me.

I sorted that out a long time ago with something called Driclor, hurt for a bit applying it each day for a few weeks, but the sweating stopped altogether under my arm pits since then and hasn't come back. i wasn't going to put up with the constant stench of dead bacteria.

That however wasn't an insecurity, i was actually revelling in others distaste for my smell. even the teachers were complaining about it at one point. i just took a sick thrill walking past those teachers and the other students that complained the most when the i smelled very strongly of odour. Nothing like rubbing it in their faces and getting a kick out of it in sweet revenge without saying one word.

Those were good days.

After school and college, i used that Driclor stuff and got on with my life.

[BunnieBealla]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von Fantasma:

I used to have some insecurities about my appearance and personality until I met my husband, now none of those things bother me because he has helped me feel secure about them

that is wholesome, and rare you're one of the few married OT users
also do he got a brother lol uwu

[Fantasma]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von BunnieBealla:

Ursprünglich geschrieben von Fantasma:

I used to have some insecurities about my appearance and personality until I met my husband, now none of those things bother me because he has helped me feel secure about them

that is wholesome, and rare you're one of the few married OT users
also do he got a brother lol uwu

Haha he does, though sadly his brother is already married too. I hope you'll find someone nice yourself one day though :)

[L1qu1dator]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von BunnieBealla:

have you previously had or currently have any insecurities?

No.

[Chaosolous]

Yup. Adversely affected relationships. Tried my best to learn from it.