can isolation affect someone?

[oréo基特维兹.]

Was social for a while then randomly got isolated in room for over then 6 months, didn't talk to people, was debating my self, had mental thoughts. didn't count days just remembered the name of the first month, it was all black screen.

Read mental health reports and studies all that, it was like 60 pages a day never missed one day long topics maybe over 2000-8000 pages in total or more.

After while it started feeling normal, didn't enjoy being alone just adopted the feeling to be alone.

My brain started messing with me with weird violent thought, later countering it with logical ideas random crossing of thoughts.

Had enough of humanity, after a while suicidal thoughts started disappearing you think you are numb to the pain but later on you start laughing at the pain.

When I was free, that was the hardest part. being used to be isolated left always mark on me:
Withdrawing, critical violence, rarely giving intention to people that are interested on me specially the opposite gender, sometimes not noticing you at all, high value of justice and organised work, withdrawing from a whole group for one individual act, no filter, ignoring your whole existence in front of your eyes when you mess with me.

[oréo基特维兹.]

Początkowo opublikowane przez Shiro♌:

Początkowo opublikowane przez EVOkitwiz:

So you need a partner in your life so you can move forward.

Possibly, but I'm against dating and getting involved in relationships due to .. Various reasons, one of them being the pilled up stress and even more responsibilities.
I'd rather have some more peace and pretend that I don't exist quite frequently than to constantly need to provide and provide.

Surprise surprise, the money becomes the problem for me once again.

a partner doesn't need to be all that demanding, and all that big of responsibilities, if the both sides are truly open about the both expectations then it shall be fine.

[oréo基特维兹.]

Początkowo opublikowane przez Mauserich:

Sure. Isolation can be used as torture.

the biggest torture was when everything was withdrawing and falling apart.
it is not hard to start from zero, but hard to start from zero again.

[oréo基特维兹.]

Początkowo opublikowane przez UwU King👑Pikachu:

u have autophobia ?

nope, because I have no issues of being alone.

[Shiro♌]

Początkowo opublikowane przez EVOkitwiz:

Początkowo opublikowane przez Shiro♌:

Possibly, but I'm against dating and getting involved in relationships due to .. Various reasons, one of them being the pilled up stress and even more responsibilities.
I'd rather have some more peace and pretend that I don't exist quite frequently than to constantly need to provide and provide.

Surprise surprise, the money becomes the problem for me once again.

a partner doesn't need to be all that demanding, and all that big of responsibilities, if the both sides are truly open about the both expectations then it shall be fine.

It's not the partner, but creating the family is a big move.. Which does add those responsibilities.
And.. A partner who's actually honest? I don't buy that. Such people don't exist.

[oréo基特维兹.]

Początkowo opublikowane przez Shiro♌:

Początkowo opublikowane przez EVOkitwiz:

a partner doesn't need to be all that demanding, and all that big of responsibilities, if the both sides are truly open about the both expectations then it shall be fine.

It's not the partner, but creating the family is a big move.. Which does add those responsibilities.
And.. A partner who's actually honest? I don't buy that. Such people don't exist.

find the right person first, and everything else is easy.

[Computer]

sure

[Hammer Of Evil]

isolation is used as a punishment in the most effective prisons in the world.

[Shiro♌]

Początkowo opublikowane przez cat staccs:

Początkowo opublikowane przez Shiro♌:

It's not the partner, but creating the family is a big move.. Which does add those responsibilities.
And.. A partner who's actually honest? I don't buy that. Such people don't exist.

Do you really believe honesty doesn't exist in the couple? How can you be in a long term relationship with someone you can't even trust?

From what I've seen so far.. Yes, it does seem like it, making it impossible to stay with such people in relationships in the first place.

Początkowo opublikowane przez EVOkitwiz:

Początkowo opublikowane przez Shiro♌:

It's not the partner, but creating the family is a big move.. Which does add those responsibilities.
And.. A partner who's actually honest? I don't buy that. Such people don't exist.

find the right person first, and everything else is easy.

That's easy to say, but a bit too difficult to do.

[oréo基特维兹.]

Początkowo opublikowane przez Shiro♌:

Początkowo opublikowane przez cat staccs:

Do you really believe honesty doesn't exist in the couple? How can you be in a long term relationship with someone you can't even trust?

From what I've seen so far.. Yes, it does seem like it, making it impossible to stay with such people in relationships in the first place.

Początkowo opublikowane przez EVOkitwiz:

find the right person first, and everything else is easy.

That's easy to say, but a bit too difficult to do.

it is actually that easy, you are just not looking around.

[Shiro♌]

Początkowo opublikowane przez EVOkitwiz:

Początkowo opublikowane przez Shiro♌:

From what I've seen so far.. Yes, it does seem like it, making it impossible to stay with such people in relationships in the first place.

That's easy to say, but a bit too difficult to do.

it is actually that easy, you are just not looking around.

Perhaps.. Not that I'm even a bit interested at the current moment.

[oréo基特维兹.]

Początkowo opublikowane przez Shiro♌:

Początkowo opublikowane przez EVOkitwiz:

it is actually that easy, you are just not looking around.

Perhaps.. Not that I'm even a bit interested at the current moment.

maybe it is the time to open wound and to start letting all that dirty blood out.

[talemore]

If I answer the title I'm accused to not read the entire OP.

If I read the OP I see no answer asked since it has already an answer.

But I have to say your creepypasta is not very good. Most people are always isolated no matter if they meet people at work those are not really there. Because there are two societies.

The 1st society think everything works since everyone has a job so every thing they ask for is given.

The 2nd society has no job and want more than what they have been given.

The 1st society think that winning the lottery 50 times is enough for a single life.

The 2nd society only wish they could buy as many lottery tickets to even see what difference it makes to win the lottery 50 times.

[oréo基特维兹.]

Początkowo opublikowane przez talemore:

If I answer the title I'm accused to not read the entire OP.

If I read the OP I see no answer asked since it has already an answer.

But I have to say your creepypasta is not very good. Most people are always isolated no matter if they meet people at work those are not really there. Because there are two societies.

The 1st society think everything works since everyone has a job so every thing they ask for is given.

The 2nd society has no job and want more than what they have been given.

The 1st society think that winning the lottery 50 times is enough for a single life.

The 2nd society only wish they could buy as many lottery tickets to even see what difference it makes to win the lottery 50 times.

so people with upper hand feels isolation in different way.

[Morkonan]

Początkowo opublikowane przez EVOkitwiz:

can isolation affect someone?

Yes.

A person that has not subjected themselves to forced isolation away from others who reads what you wrote can immediately sense that something is wrong and you are reinforcing inappropriate thoughts.

That's not uncommon - The more you isolate yourself, the more you'll try to seek some structure for your thoughts and actions in some wider space, the more you will either tend to see yourself as hopelessly disfuncitonal or, conversely, construct delusional thoughts and ideations to deal with your social isolation.

You need to get some help. Start by going outside, maybe to a park, and taking a walk. You don't have to interact with anyone, but if you do then you need to remember those people are just like you. They're no different. They may think and behave differently, but they all have thoughts and emotions and needs just like you do. Some of them will behave appropriately and some will not, just like you may do the same from situation to situation.

Get help. Talk to family, friends, a good coworker, fellow student, therapist, physician, school nurse or counselor, etc... You need to stop reinforcing and justifying your own self-imposed isolation and withdrawal from the rest of the world.

[Uncle Sam]

My guess would be yes, since prisons also use it as a form of torture. Plus I think the more extrovert a person is the effects would be far worse.