How do I get revenge on GOD for all the bad things he's done to me?

[Nülliflower]

The CREATOR DEITY brought me unto thyse world as his own, personal punching bag and stress relief toy. I learned it the hard way, he's been sending his satanic adversaries all the way over here to torment me each and every day. He brought me unto thyse world as a natural attractor for all the evil in the world, yet he has left me defenseless against it all. So I have no choice but to surrender to thyse evil and allow GOD and his societies to rape my soul day in, day out. Ultimately it [the soul] finds itself begging for release from thyse vessel, whych is something it cannot be granted, as every living being possesses an intrinsic fear of death (self preservation instincts) that is both difficult to overcome and ensures that you WILL accept unto yourself the suffering brought upon thee by life down in thyse hellhole that God's created for you and I. It's at thyse point that the body becomes nothing other that a prison cell for the soul to remain trapped in. So tell me: what is it that I have to do to make him stop, or to become someone else, so that i can finally get away from all thyse. because it's really quite difficult to live your life when the soul is nothing but a voice that lives inside the head of some stranger you don't care about and then it cannot affect reality and the outside world in any way whatsoever.

[sleeps]

Oprindeligt skrevet af Nülliflower:

Oprindeligt skrevet af Angel:

Everyone is given a random hand in life, it's what you do with it that counts. And those that blame other circumstances for their downfalls will already have failed the basic lesson that you are responsible for yourself.

Are you saying it's my fault that I let the impressionable young mind of my past self get scarred and soiled forever by the evils that were surrounding it at the time and still do to this day. Come on, man. I'm DEFENSELESS against all the evils of the world. I was never given the right interpersonal skills that I could use to convince other people to join me and help me out with this. Nec Hercules contra plures. What are you expecting a single little child, abandoned by society, to do against a great big group of buff men. NOTHING. Nothing can be done about this. I can do naught but watch as they violate my soul day in, day out.

idk what you did but in some cases, i bet it's your fault

[Fajita Jim]

The Downward Spiral is an album about a man doing just that: He denounces God, replaces him with sex and drugs, kills a cop, falls deeper into depression and then takes his own life.

https://youtu.be/htofkr4Fh3Q?si=rhUDY7BHsoRhxMsa

[Nülliflower]

Oprindeligt skrevet af Fajita Jim:

The Downward Spiral is an album about a man doing just that: He denounces God, replaces him with sex and drugs, kills a cop, falls deeper into depression and then takes his own life.

https://youtu.be/htofkr4Fh3Q?si=rhUDY7BHsoRhxMsa

Yeah, that sounds about right, except I can't have sex because that would involve interacting with real people which is stressful and tiring and I probably wouldn't enjoy it anyway + can't have drugs because NO ONE will prescribe them + wouldn't kill a cop because there are no guns here. I'll still wear this crown of ♥♥♥♥ upon my liar's chair though.

[Triple G]

Oprindeligt skrevet af Nülliflower:

Are you saying it's my fault that I let the impressionable young mind of my past self get scarred and soiled forever by the evils that were surrounding it at the time and still do to this day. Come on, man. I'm DEFENSELESS against all the evils of the world. I was never given the right interpersonal skills that I could use to convince other people to join me and help me out with this. Nec Hercules contra plures. What are you expecting a single little child, abandoned by society, to do against a great big group of buff men. NOTHING. Nothing can be done about this. I can do naught but watch as they violate my soul day in, day out.

It also depends what You want to achieve in life.

If You keep it simple, You can´t do too many things wrong. I for myself had basically two goals (or still have them)

1. Stay true to myself so i can always look into the mirror and don´t have to question my life choices.

2. Don´t become a bitter old man. (which works well together with goal 1, as it´s of course the end goal, as it´s a process to get there, which never ends till death.)

So far i can´t say that it wouldn´t work. Everything else is secondary. Look ahead, and not too much into the past. And if You feel depressed or overwhelmed You could consider professional help or a support group, because any other suggestions might not really help You.

[Stranger]

Oprindeligt skrevet af Fajita Jim:

The Downward Spiral is an album about a man doing just that: He denounces God, replaces him with sex and drugs, kills a cop, falls deeper into depression and then takes his own life.

https://youtu.be/htofkr4Fh3Q?si=rhUDY7BHsoRhxMsa

it's actually about their bank account going down, and how all of reality is just an artistic statement which reflects their own circumstances.

[𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘈𝘔𝘎𝘖𝘋]

theres medication for this its called antpsycotics

[JobeGardener]

Shadow boxing. See if you have what it takes to stand up to the big boss.

[aqua star]

Send YVHV into the all-consuming void.

[Nülliflower]

Oprindeligt skrevet af 𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘈𝘔𝘎𝘖𝘋:

theres medication for this its called antpsycotics

Gosh narbit, how many times am I gonna have to say this! I've already been to the psychologist and got told off for wasting her time because SHE could NOT find ANYTHING wrong with me. I did NOT get a prescription for any kind of drugs.

[𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘈𝘔𝘎𝘖𝘋]

Oprindeligt skrevet af Nülliflower:

Oprindeligt skrevet af 𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘈𝘔𝘎𝘖𝘋:

theres medication for this its called antpsycotics

Gosh narbit, how many times am I gonna have to say this! I've already been to the psychologist and got told off for wasting her time because SHE could NOT find ANYTHING wrong with me. I did NOT get a prescription for any kind of drugs.

you need a physcriatric admision

[Acetyl]

Find the primordial basis of your "I" below the core self (it stems out of it). It's always watching quietly, and you can use it to think and act apart from the script. I'm not sure if the physical body and mind are projections or emmanations of it, or if they're material creations that it's tagged onto, then shaped, and trapped by the energetic vortex of a beating heart. Either they are you or they're puppets you have to fight over, used to trap and torment you if possible.

[𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘈𝘔𝘎𝘖𝘋]

Oprindeligt skrevet af Fancies You:

are you on drugs? :365bear:

his high as kite

[Acetyl]

Oprindeligt skrevet af 𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘈𝘔𝘎𝘖𝘋:

Oprindeligt skrevet af Fancies You:

are you on drugs? :365bear:

his high as kite

You are grounded.

[vkobe]

Oprindeligt skrevet af Nülliflower:

The CREATOR DEITY brought me unto thyse world as his own, personal punching bag and stress relief toy. I learned it the hard way, he's been sending his satanic adversaries all the way over here to torment me each and every day. He brought me unto thyse world as a natural attractor for all the evil in the world, yet he has left me defenseless against it all. So I have no choice but to surrender to thyse evil and allow GOD and his societies to rape my soul day in, day out. Ultimately it [the soul] finds itself begging for release from thyse vessel, whych is something it cannot be granted, as every living being possesses an intrinsic fear of death (self preservation instincts) that is both difficult to overcome and ensures that you WILL accept unto yourself the suffering brought upon thee by life down in thyse hellhole that God's created for you and I. It's at thyse point that the body becomes nothing other that a prison cell for the soul to remain trapped in. So tell me: what is it that I have to do to make him stop, or to become someone else, so that i can finally get away from all thyse. because it's really quite difficult to live your life when the soul is nothing but a voice that lives inside the head of some stranger you don't care about and then it cannot affect reality and the outside world in any way whatsoever.

you sell your soul to cthulhu

[𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘈𝘔𝘎𝘖𝘋]

Oprindeligt skrevet af Acetyl:

Oprindeligt skrevet af 𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘈𝘔𝘎𝘖𝘋:

his high as kite

You are grounded.

okay then mft