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My most common emotion daily.
In some rather unfortunate circumstances, I very nearly killed another person, and it took 5 people to get me off him. I don't even recall it, and I had absolutely zero control, logic, or reason. I had a single function, like a robot. I had to kill this person.
If it weren't for those 5 other people, he would be dead and I would have served most of my life in prison.
Very bad emotion tho. Justified, sure, can be. But life is better without it imo.
This feeling of ''awakening'', awareness or consciousness that almost acts in this "modular'' way to like either enrich me, my understanding and to contribute to my world view is something that is truly amazing.
One could say that it is eye opening, even though this could be perceived in a non physical way as for instance by mentioning "modularity" before I kind of meant in a virtual sense where a piece of information is added to my being or vocabulary, understanding or otherwise "essence'' or vision and feeling and through this process there is something very mystical about it at least I feel this way about it because often knowledge for instance has no real physical weight that you can measure, you only can comprehend and understand and so in this pattern shape or form some things can only but "click", or not and if not then you know that something isn't for you preference wise for instance.
This begs the question of what is it, where did it come from, often also: when and why?
For instance there was a thing that I never even would assume that I would do, be able to do but after finding a person who had a very effective way of (indirectly or in a non personal way) transferring this information onto me I simply took it over, understood it quite swiftly and then became sort of adapt at it in the sense that I would kind of amaze myself how effortless this was to me to conceive and thereafter apply. In this case it is about chess for instance but there are numerous of other things that could apply in its case, and by the way just for clarity I do not claim to be good at chess because what I've found out playing it, to be truly good and sort of keep growing is that it rather requires a clear and a dedicated mind and a lifelong fulfilment and for some of us some of those things are, for whatever reasons out of the question or out of reach as it were but still it was.. That experience of learning was really something special to and or for me.
So in this sense that is something that always stuck with me in the way to think about it and to realize how we as people are or become conscious of something and things of this world that we live in, this reality that we reside in are sometimes so influential that even after realizing or remembering them they kind of always remain special, regardless of the amount of times that we have experienced It, or them; such things, which to me again understanding is one of those things. Even for instance understanding or realization that some things, people or information could be fake or false or ignorant in this sense that we all can be, including myself but even that is something noteworthy. In other words things don't always have to be positive like affirming.
We are beings of limited senses so on top of just being appreciative of realization there is always this feeling that there is so much more in our world and beyond it, beyond our comprehension that equally fills me up with amazement and awe at the same time, to truly wonder what else (else than what our world has to offer) is out there and possible?
What surprised me? Oh, you wouldn't believe it...
then i got it out and everything went back to normal though, it was weird. all happened in like 8 seconds
you can be best friend with more than one.
anyone you are friend with like sibling is your best friend, so you can have many of them not only one.
but that one was very close and very special friend.