Sometimes I wish I'd never been born at all

[76561197972811401]

i feel like iam totaly destroyed

[Radene]

I mean, I think most of us get such moments now and then when life just decides to suck.

If they appear to often, however - you're better off finding a professional to help you.

[Adversary]

You're not destroyed, because you were able to make this thread. Take refuge in that. Some days are better than others.

[AWAWA Liz]

You still have fully-functioning limbs and an immune system that's not trying to kill you, right? If so then things can get much worse for you.

We're gonna need more context for why you feel this way OP.

[Mod Sloth]

Recommendation: Get off the CS:GO forums. You'll feel 1000% better within 24 hours. I guarantee it.

[L1qu1dator]

Pffff sometimes...

[Holding These Alligators Down]

Go and do the things you enjoy, go and see your family, eat some nice food, listen to some music you like.
Life isn't that hard.

[Ghost Robertson]

Foxy původně napsal:

i feel like iam totaly destroyed

I've been there and hit rock bottom.

Just starting to stand up myself.

[gugnihr]

Often I think that being born is a disgrace.
I mean, for me avoiding bad things is more important than anything else, and the only way to avoid bad things is to never be born, and bad and painful things sometimes are unavoidable in life. Everything considered most of us take a lot of damages during life, and no matter what, every single one of us gets destroyed in the end, so it just seems crazy to me that life is considered a good thing.
You cannot suffer or feel sad for not being born, not being born means the absence of everything and therefore complete absence of suffering and pain too, but you can suffer a lot for being born on the other hand, some face more bad things and others face fewer bad things but at least to some extent everybody is exposet to pain. It's just nonsensical in my opinion. Life is just a self harming thing.

[Holding These Alligators Down]

Rolekte původně napsal:

I wish the same. I am nothing but a nuisance to society. It is generally agreed that it is not bad when people like me die and that our lives don't matter, we hold no value, we are totally worthless and unwanted, except to our parents and siblings, If we have any. We are completely undesirable and unloveable, many of us never had friends or a significant other, and never going to. When we express our situation, people think we are complaining or want attention, when in realitiy, we are just stating how it is, and already KNOW that we are beyond saving, not that anyone ever wants us saved.

My favourite Papa Roach lyrics.

[Triple G]

On a sidenote: You couldn´t feel joy either. Most of the time there are two sides of the coin - and in life it depends if You look at both of them - or focus on a single side. One side may provide more joy than the other...

If life is considered good doesn´t matter - it´s neither good nor bad - it´s what You make out of it and how You look at it.

Other than that: Radene summed it up pretty good in the second post.

[WhiteKitt]

How could you say that?

People are nice. The system is fair and now we have a friendly Virus

Totally baffled why you would feel this way :/

[AWAWA Liz]

At least we know that the Squonk is a mythical creature and that there's no way for OP to be one! You can do it, OP! You can go do the thing!

[76561197972811401]

thank you all for the sweet words love you all

[76561197972811401]

fbx supermovielist.com původně napsal:

How could you say that?

People are nice. The system is fair and now we have a friendly Virus

Totally baffled why you would feel this way :/

i never been able to get what i want my friend i cant explain it anymore than that

[76561197972811401]

Bedlam původně napsal:

The vicious circle of depression is a hard thing to break. Google images of it and you will see what i'm talking about. Breaking that circle takes some effort and doing so does not need to be a big thing either. Just something small every day and from that you will gain a positive feeling.

Constant small positive things break the links in that circle. Sitting wallowing is just making it worse. Get up and do something worthwhile and stay away from anything that brings you down.

thanks really for such a nice words that motivated me little bit