Feeling extremely sad and suicidal after my dog passed away.

[Tuff-Gong]

I knew Elvis (3 Year old bulldog) since he an puppy and he died because of lung cancer, he was my best loyal friend, i did everything for him and he did the same, I don't want to live on this planet without him. I remember his last smile. He would always cry when I was crying after I Heard the news that he could pass away at anytime due to his Lung cancer.
Anyone knows an Quick and Painless way to end myself? Sadly Guns arent easily acquirable here in the Netherlands especially when I am only 17 years old,. So any painless methods would be appreciated.

[Danksama]

You need professional help

[Commander Makara]

Publicado originalmente por ๖The Notorious™:

I knew Elvis (3 Year old bulldog) since he an puppy and he died because of lung cancer, he was my best loyal friend, i did everything for him and he did the same, I don't want to live on this planet without him. I remember his last smile. He would always cry when I was crying after I Heard the news that he could pass away at anytime due to his Lung cancer.
Anyone knows an Quick and Painless way to end myself? Sadly Guns arent easily acquirable here in the Netherlands especially when I am only 17 years old,. So any painless methods would be appreciated.

It osounds quite liekly you are suffering from some grief-related depressive symptoms.
Very understandable.

Do not kill yourself. This is not an answer.

You are clearly not necessarily receiving the vbest of support from those around you in how to cope with your loss. I offer you my sincerest condolence and best wishes that you will heal in time.
Please consider at least trying to discuss how you feeel with a friend, family member or even perhaps some other person (such as priest, teacher, employer etc.) if this does not seem to help, contacting helplines or discuss with your GP.
Either way, it is clear you will need some help to manage the upset and impact this unfortunate event has in your life (even if it's just a shoudler to cry on or listening ear).

[Commander Makara]

Addition:
You're so very fortunate to live in Dublin.

It's a great city and I have always intended to return. I spent almost all my time within Temple Bar, so I know there's so much else to see and do!

[MollyMo]

Publicado originalmente por Qualimer:

Poisoning by impure CO may lead to vomiting, feeling of suffocaton, seizures, body-wide pains, headaches. Also the possibility of getting a long-term or permanent anoxic brain injury (memory loss, vision and speech impairment) if your parents or neighbours don't find out what you are doing and let in some air quickly enough.

Did you have a hard time copying that from wikipedia or wherever? It's about CO's concentration in the air. A 670 ppm concentration (easily achieveable by burning charcoals in an enclosed space) is enough to bind 50% of your body's hemoglobin and turn it into carboxyhemoglobin, which, more than likely, put you into a coma, and eventually kill you. If someone finds out and get you out before death, you will indeed walk away with permanent injuries.

[Danksama]

Publicado originalmente por MollyMo:

Publicado originalmente por Qualimer:

Poisoning by impure CO may lead to vomiting, feeling of suffocaton, seizures, body-wide pains, headaches. Also the possibility of getting a long-term or permanent anoxic brain injury (memory loss, vision and speech impairment) if your parents or neighbours don't find out what you are doing and let in some air quickly enough.

Did you have a hard time copying that from wikipedia or wherever? It's about CO's concentration in the air. A 670 ppm concentration (easily achieveable by burning charcoals in an enclosed space) is enough to bind 50% of your body's hemoglobin and turn it into carboxyhemoglobin, which, more than likely, put you into a coma, and eventually kill you. If someone finds out and get you out before death, you will indeed walk away with permanent injuries.

This thread also really should be locked as I don't think it's really a good idea, following the rules or in Valve/Steam's interest to have people suggesting to someone ways they could kill themselves.

[MollyMo]

Publicado originalmente por Danksama:

Publicado originalmente por MollyMo:

Did you have a hard time copying that from wikipedia or wherever? It's about CO's concentration in the air. A 670 ppm concentration (easily achieveable by burning charcoals in an enclosed space) is enough to bind 50% of your body's hemoglobin and turn it into carboxyhemoglobin, which, more than likely, put you into a coma, and eventually kill you. If someone finds out and get you out before death, you will indeed walk away with permanent injuries.

This thread also really should be locked as I don't think it's really a good idea, following the rules or in Valve/Steam's interest to have people suggesting to someone ways they could kill themselves.

Can also be used to educate oneself. Evidently, people need it. Are you aware of how many people have died in their sleep, accidentally, because they thought a grill inside their room would be a good source of heat, completely oblivious to the health hazards?

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Publicado originalmente por MollyMo:

Publicado originalmente por Danksama:

This thread also really should be locked as I don't think it's really a good idea, following the rules or in Valve/Steam's interest to have people suggesting to someone ways they could kill themselves.

Can also be used to educate oneself. Evidently, people need it. Are you aware of how many people have died in their sleep, accidentally, because they thought a grill inside their room would be a good source of heat, completely oblivious to the health hazards?

Sounds like you have experience with that. Plus you told her to do that so you are giving advice to someone to kill themselves. You must feel real proud about that to suggest that to people over losing a lousy animal that can be replaced by going to a shelter and buying one for a few bucks. Also i never in my 40 years of life heard any one doing that must be a greece thing.

[MollyMo]

Publicado originalmente por ☠Soul Assassin︻芫══↼:

Publicado originalmente por MollyMo:

Can also be used to educate oneself. Evidently, people need it. Are you aware of how many people have died in their sleep, accidentally, because they thought a grill inside their room would be a good source of heat, completely oblivious to the health hazards?

Sounds like you have experience with that. Plus you told her to do that so you are giving advice to someone to kill themselves. You must feel real proud about that to suggest that to people over losing a lousy animal that can be replaced by going to a shelter and buying one for a few bucks. Also i never in my 40 years of life heard any one doing that must be a greece thing.

Are you gonna start following me around now? Were you not satisfied by your little outburst on my profile? I suppose you were since you deleted your comments. Or are you still riding the story that you're the owner of a pc shop with 4 kids and a wife who pays $100 a month for gigabit internet and spent 10 grand on christmas gifts?

Do yourself a favor and leave the house at least once a day kid.

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Publicado originalmente por MollyMo:

Publicado originalmente por ☠Soul Assassin︻芫══↼:

Sounds like you have experience with that. Plus you told her to do that so you are giving advice to someone to kill themselves. You must feel real proud about that to suggest that to people over losing a lousy animal that can be replaced by going to a shelter and buying one for a few bucks. Also i never in my 40 years of life heard any one doing that must be a greece thing.

Are you gonna start following me around now? Were you not satisfied by your little outburst on my profile? I suppose you were since you deleted your comments. Or are you still riding the story that you're the owner of a pc shop with 4 kids and a wife who pays $100 a month for gigabit internet and spent 10 grand on christmas gifts?

Do yourself a favor and leave the house at least once a day kid.

I leave every morning around 9 am to go to work unlike you. I never said i spent 10 grand on nothing. I said i bought and built my family pc's for the holidays. Never said they costed 10 grand. Point me to where i said that at? You can't cause you know i didn't say that. You assumed that and when you make an assumtion you make an ass out of your self. With owning a shop comes a great thing being able to buy in bulk and getting discounts on it. Also you never heard of sales. Your a women all women live for sales to buy 1000 pairs of shoes you will never wear. Learn how to run a business before you come at me. I never said nothing on your profile i don't even view peoples profiles. So stop your lying and stop trolling me for no reason cause i have a nice job that i can afford to buy nice stuff for my family.
Do you think the owner of a store pays full retail for the stuff they want to sale in their shop? No they don't they get discounts for buying in bulk cause if they paid retail for everything they wouldn't be in business to long. If i use parts from my shop in a pc for a family member no one is losing any money as i already paid for it so the only thing i will be losing out on is any profit from selling it at a marked up price.
All business owners know buy low sale high. If i pay say 189 dollars per unit i will sale it at 289 dollars to make a 100 dollar profit. That is how a business works. After all people go into business to make money not to break even.

[MollyMo]

Publicado originalmente por ☠Soul Assassin︻芫══↼:

Publicado originalmente por MollyMo:

Are you gonna start following me around now? Were you not satisfied by your little outburst on my profile? I suppose you were since you deleted your comments. Or are you still riding the story that you're the owner of a pc shop with 4 kids and a wife who pays $100 a month for gigabit internet and spent 10 grand on christmas gifts?

Do yourself a favor and leave the house at least once a day kid.

I leave every morning around 9 am to go to work unlike you. I never said i spent 10 grand on nothing. I said i bought and built my family pc's for the holidays. Never said they costed 10 grand. Point me to where i said that at? You can't cause you know i didn't say that. You assumed that and when you make an assumtion you make an ass out of your self. With owning a shop comes a great thing being able to buy in bulk and getting discounts on it. Also you never heard of sales. Your a women all women live for sales to buy 1000 pairs of shoes you will never wear. Learn how to run a business before you come at me. I never said nothing on your profile i don't even view peoples profiles. So stop your lying and stop trolling me for no reason cause i have a nice job that i can afford to buy nice stuff for my family.
Do you think the owner of a store pays full retail for the stuff they want to sale in their shop? No they don't they get discounts for buying in bulk cause if they paid retail for everything they wouldn't be in business to long. If i use parts from my shop in a pc for a family member no one is losing any money as i already paid for it so the only thing i will be losing out on is any profit from selling it at a marked up price.
All business owners know buy low sale high. If i pay say 189 dollars per unit i will sale it at 289 dollars to make a 100 dollar profit. That is how a business works. After all people go into business to make money not to break even.

You are such a fussy little liar lol. The notifications from you commenting on my profile and swearing like a 10 year old while being extremely racist to black people are still there. You listed the specs of the computers you supposedly bought, and they come around $2500 each, without an OS or peripherals. You are but a sad little kid with dreams of grandeur. I hope you have better luck lying to the people in real life as you grow up, but that's not gonna work on here.

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Publicado originalmente por MollyMo:

Publicado originalmente por ☠Soul Assassin︻芫══↼:

I leave every morning around 9 am to go to work unlike you. I never said i spent 10 grand on nothing. I said i bought and built my family pc's for the holidays. Never said they costed 10 grand. Point me to where i said that at? You can't cause you know i didn't say that. You assumed that and when you make an assumtion you make an ass out of your self. With owning a shop comes a great thing being able to buy in bulk and getting discounts on it. Also you never heard of sales. Your a women all women live for sales to buy 1000 pairs of shoes you will never wear. Learn how to run a business before you come at me. I never said nothing on your profile i don't even view peoples profiles. So stop your lying and stop trolling me for no reason cause i have a nice job that i can afford to buy nice stuff for my family.
Do you think the owner of a store pays full retail for the stuff they want to sale in their shop? No they don't they get discounts for buying in bulk cause if they paid retail for everything they wouldn't be in business to long. If i use parts from my shop in a pc for a family member no one is losing any money as i already paid for it so the only thing i will be losing out on is any profit from selling it at a marked up price.
All business owners know buy low sale high. If i pay say 189 dollars per unit i will sale it at 289 dollars to make a 100 dollar profit. That is how a business works. After all people go into business to make money not to break even.

You are such a fussy little liar lol. The notifications from you commenting on my profile and swearing like a 10 year old while being extremely racist to black people are still there. You listed the specs of the computers you supposedly bought, and they come around $2500 each, without an OS or peripherals. You are but a sad little kid with dreams of grandeur. I hope you have better luck lying to the people in real life as you grow up, but that's not gonna work on here.

Thats retail price your going by. I don't pay for retail on anything computer wise. Your just jealous cause i have a way better pc then you and so you decided to flame me and troll me then blame me for writing on your profile which i never did. As far as the os i have an oem version of windows 7 ultimate which means i can put it on an unlimted amount of computers. You know nothing about how businesses work or how anything computer related works. So now back the hell off me and leave me alone cause your really starting to piss me off. Lying on me harassing me and trolling me one can only take so much before they will explode on you. As far as you saying i'm being racist to black people is funny as i am black so how can i be racist to my own kind? Kinda hard to be.

[MollyMo]

You realize the moderators can see what you wrote on my profile before you deleted it, right? You can't possibly be that dumb, kid. Hit me up in a year or 10.

[WNxManiacMan]

Please stop guys, this is going way off topic and should be closed.

[MollyMo]

Publicado originalmente por WNxManiacMan:

Please stop guys, this is going way off topic and should be closed.

Level 0 private profile, kid trying to convince people he's a rich dude, stay away at all costs.

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Publicado originalmente por MollyMo:

You realize the moderators can see what you wrote on my profile before you deleted it, right? You can't possibly be that dumb, kid. Hit me up in a year or 10.

I will never hit you up when i got a nice sexy 25 year old i'm married to. And duh mods can see everything. Hence why they deleted one of your posts where you qouted me deleted it and wrote what you want to in it but the mod deleted it and locked the thread. Now leave me alone and don't write back on anything i post and i will do the same. Now go off and do your little thing and leave me alone. I have to get ready for work and your distracting me and i have alot of work to get done from the holidays. I had 2 people call off work yesterday so i have to pick up the slackers jobs since they say they are sick but seemed fine before they left for the new years holiday. So i might just fire them for being lazy.