Synonym for "And I'm ♥♥♥♥ing sick of it"

[R00iValk]

Really, it's an English Essay about Death being tired about transporting souls, I have such a dramatic build up, but I'm not allowed to swear.

The line is:

I am but a messenger.
And I’m ♥♥♥♥ing sick of it

Any alternatives for "And I'm ♥♥♥♥ing sick of it?"

EDIT: OKAY, I ♥♥♥♥ING GOT IT.

Death will drop the mic at the very end, saying ,"That's it. I'm done with this. I leave this responsibility to the locusts. They may do as they please." supplied by Quint the House Gecko

Now, time to write a monologue.

[HEART]

And I grow weary of xxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Steve-Hen]

Takes alot of the impact away to be fair but you could use...

I'm fed up, I have had just about enough of, I can't take it anymore. Can you use a word like bloody or flipping to add the impact back in?

[R00iValk]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von Silversun ✴ Moon 0430:

And I grow weary of xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Ursprünglich geschrieben von Jesse:

Takes alot of the impact away to be fair but you could use...

I'm fed up, I have had just about enough of, I can't take it anymore.

I like both, but Jesse is right, the impact of it all is... poof, gone.

Thanks :D

[tmwfte]

"Screw you guys, I'm going home."

[Washell]

"And I'm sick of it"

If you have such a dramatic build up, it'll be obvious without the swear. If it doesn't work without the swear, you don't have the build up. ;)

[R00iValk]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von tmwfte:

"Screw you guys, I'm going home."

I can't even say Screw.

Dammit

[Autistic Whales]

I am but a messenger.
But everyday my heart aches to destory the chains that pin me down.

Idk it's not great, maybe ask if you can use the word because I feel like now you thought of this really powerfull line anything else will always be overshadowed.
I don't like how swear words are shunned, they are the best way to show extreme emotion, however I guess because it's shunned it gains it's "power" as a word.

[tmwfte]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von R00iValk:

Ursprünglich geschrieben von tmwfte:

"Screw you guys, I'm going home."

I can't even say Screw.

Dammit

Hide it, then.

"I've felt the turn of the screw. You guys, I'm going home!"

[R00iValk]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von ShadowPuglia:

I am but a messenger.
But everyday my heart aches to destory the chains that pin me down.

Idk it's not great, maybe ask if you can use the word because I feel like now you thought of this really powerfull line anything else will always be overshadowed.
I don't like how swear words are shunned, they are the best way to show extreme emotion, however I guess because it's shunned it gains it's "power" as a word.

Catch 22...

Well, with yours, the impact is gone, but it makes it more sorrowful, but my approach is more comedic in a sense. I really like this one, though :3

[Ominous_One]

"And I grow weary"

[novasunshine]

I grew abhoring it more. It's ripping and tearing me.

[Autistic Whales]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von R00iValk:

Ursprünglich geschrieben von ShadowPuglia:

I am but a messenger.
But everyday my heart aches to destory the chains that pin me down.

Idk it's not great, maybe ask if you can use the word because I feel like now you thought of this really powerfull line anything else will always be overshadowed.
I don't like how swear words are shunned, they are the best way to show extreme emotion, however I guess because it's shunned it gains it's "power" as a word.

Catch 22...

Well, with yours, the impact is gone, but it makes it more sorrowful, but my approach is more comedic in a sense. I really like this one, though :3

Aight lol. I would ask if you can have the swear word as I think it would make the build up MUCH better.

[Vince ✟]

You abhor it
You detest it
You loathe it
You despise it
You execrate it
You curse it

You can go from there.

[Red Shift]

AND I COULD MURDER A CURRY

[Autistic Whales]

Ursprünglich geschrieben von Vince:

You execrate it

Are you high? XD