I called out "game canceled" (GONE WRONG)

[Emotional]

I called out that the game is canceled in competitive cause one guy DCed, so we all danced in the middle of the point, letting them kill the punisher because he kept shooting and stuff. THEN the one who DCed just reconnects!!!! and so I can't throw otherwise I'll get reported, so I just kill them even tho I did it very slowly and effortlessly. AND THEY LOSE BECAUSE OF THAT!

I feel so horrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! more horrible than losing elo, I immediately quit the game after that win ngl.

I deserve hel.