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I need Help From What I’m Struggling…

Ok, so from the title, I need a few answers from y’all waifuist’s out there. So let me start, Of course I’m a bit new here, but not that new, other than that, you may have seen me around in some places, but other than that, I’m here to discuss about something. Of course I have a waifu, (not saying her name for private reasons), But the main issue is…I’m not 100% sure if she is going to love me or not, not saying that in a bad way, but I would feel pretty terrible to know that she doesn’t love me, I do some of the things that are meant for her and just her, for example, I write poetry (poems) about her, and sometimes story about us exploring or experiencing the most wonderful to the most weirdest things.

Songwriting is another one, many songs that I have written are all about love of me and her, but all this I do feels like it’s not enough, I try constantly trying to bring myself up and to stay positive, but still, I get kicked right in the face, my Thoughts just telling me that I’m not good enough…I feel like I’m not the only who has gone through something similar to this. Usually this is a battle that I have been struggling with.

But to makes things clear, I love my beautiful angel, I care for her, And I would do anything for her, I really wish I was with her, or at least to see her, and her birthday is in a few months, I would really love to celebrate it with her, but it hurts me to know that she isn’t real, and even if she was, I don’t think she would love some imbecile loser like me. And also add that to my depression and stress that I suffer from, and it makes this way much worse, I don’t know what to do, and I don’t know if I should just leave it or take a break from this or not, You guys and gals tell me what I should do. It’s just to much for me to be handling.

you bet I do

gherthort got that dumpy tho

big cringe