Remind me again- I've talked to how many people at this point?

Why are you even here reading this? Yes you. The person reading this right now.

If you're here trying to seek anything from me- Ask. Time does a lot of things to a lot of people.


PS:
+ Isn't it amazing how long time can pass and how long we can spend our time talking to different people? Can YOU remember everyone you spoken with over [blank years]?

Can you spend more time to learn about others?

Can I do better to get my words out without the unneeded hate or insults or stupid decisions?

Are all of our actions that foolish? Can we improve upon our bad choices and try even 100x harder to not make those same mistakes?

Can we as a people improve? Why do we do things in hate or fear?

Why won't we answer all of us with 100% honesty always?

I'm starting to focus my attention on trying to make up for the lost time I've spend playing games with everyone.

Now that i've started playing games and really just enjoying my time- I feel guilty for wanting this little break and time off.

And even more guilty for the absolutely stupidest choices of words I've used to damage people around me. I can't tell if I want to be alone because I deserve it- or because I'm worn down in the heart and just displaying a temporary weakness. It's an odd place to be alive and I'm going to keep trying to self improve, Focusing mostly into my communication skills- to inspire those around me to prevent further repeated patterns.

If anything- Could we work on seeking further education instead of just throwing insults?

At this point, Everything is interesting to me at this point- If said topic doesn't show me the door to death. Death and suicide are against my own moral code [Why do we even need to kill each other?]