i know i will have a good future but i have a gut feeling my family will either break apart or die off

everyone who i now meet are mega narcistic and horrible ppl who leech off me

but it happens to me because im genuinely kind and nice to all i meet the worst always happens to the kindest of people
the mean horrible ppl have never seen death and have never gone though hard times kind people have hearts of gold i just know it

in October of 2024 i recall hugging my mom and bursting into tears asking her not to die or pass away, and she said "i've got a very long time until i pass away jacob its okay i'll still be here <3" i feel like ive manifested/predicted my own mothers death and it breaks my soul in two you won't believe me but my mom did i told her about it while i was visiting her in hospital
and she remembered and i held her hand crying my eyes out this is a pain nobody should ever have too feel ...

My family suck, they don't understand Animal care or animal behavior like i do, my mom was a vet and had owned all sorts of pets/animals while she was growing up, and so did i but they want to give our 2 cats too our friends, i feel offended by this, id rather they go to a lovely new home with people i don't know so i can feel secured that they are safe, you won't understand either it bet only ppl who have been though hell and back will understand my troubles our parrot, sassy is also being given away :( my uncle doesn't understand because hes never owned pets and he doesn't understand the connection you build with animals and even my brother is against me its sad yeah but im going to use my comments to vent my troubles and so its a place i can look back on later on :)

My dream is also too Own my own Horse in the future :)