Whatever may be the issue, just forgive people.

Forgive.

When I learned to do this, so many good things happened in my life and it shows that God has never let me down, especially recently. It shocked me. You don’t need to prove yourself to others that you’re the one who’s hurt. God knows the information.

Obviously I’m not saying I’m a victim, I’ve made mistakes that made matters way more worse, to the point where I’m seen as the villain. It’ll happen to you guys too, and what we need to do is to restrain anger. I’ve said so many awful things due to anger, it makes you blind. And I’ve faced consequences from it. God has seen me repeat the same mistakes, but I try my very best to beg for His forgiveness for what I’ve done. I’m not perfect. I'm naive, immature. Be calm, composed, try your very best at least.

Because if you let anger do the work, you will be the one who’s at fault in the eyes of many people. I'd rather cry than get angry, just because it'll at least prevent me from making matters extremely worse. You can use that anger in many things like weight-lifting and such. Though, it's best to not reveal it too much.

Just know that the art of forgiving is incredible, and try not to hold grudges. It’ll hurt you very much. Don’t hate/dislike people. Those words shouldn't even be part of our vocabulary. Don’t even talk bad about them behind their backs, just keep going. Don't even say bad words, fix the language. It’ll get better in the end, and I’m a prime example of that. If a person hurt you, try your best to love them. They're not perfect like you.

If they need to go, they can go. But please, do not disrespect them or hurt them. They're just as beautiful as you. They got a beautiful heart, and if they're not perfect, they will be perfect. There's always room for improvement. I'm not perfect and I want to improve myself as well.

When you think about the achievements you’ve made, what even is the point of hating. Sure you might rethink those moments and it’ll get you to feel some type of way, but it’s normal. Just know that you’re doing a good job.

It is very hard, I’m not saying it’s easy, but it’s hard to not have negative thoughts. It's like, you have a good day, and all of a sudden, a negative thought. Out nowhere. It comes in waves. Just hang in there, I struggle with this too. Keep yourself busy. You're not evil or sick for having these thoughts. It's normal.

So just forgive people, guys. You’ll feel so much better rather than not forgiving. That’s all. And don’t be afraid to apologize too, keep apologizing and try not to make the same mistake if you can.

And be more humble too, just be humble. No flexing ahh.

No pride, arrogance, nor a high ego. Be humble.

Again, there may be several people that hate you. Ok, so? You can't do anything about it, but what you can do is to improve yourself. Love them if they hate you, love them even harder if they hate you even more.

God knows your struggles, the pain you have experienced in all of your years. You will make it through.

If you're not religious, then I am sorry if I made it to be religious. Hopefully the point still stands.

Thank you for abiding by this yap session, and I hope you guys have a wonderful life! :)