spacepunk (afraid of girls)
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Traveling Through the Dark by William E. Stafford
Traveling through the dark I found a deer
dead on the edge of the Wilson River road.
It is usually best to roll them into the canyon:
that road is narrow; to swerve might make more dead.

By glow of the tail-light I stumbled back of the car
and stood by the heap, a doe, a recent killing;
she had stiffened already, almost cold.
I dragged her off; she was large in the belly.

My fingers touching her side brought me the reason—
her side was warm; her fawn lay there waiting,
alive, still, never to be born.
Beside that mountain road I hesitated.

The car aimed ahead its lowered parking lights;
under the hood purred the steady engine.
I stood in the glare of the warm exhaust turning red;
around our group I could hear the wilderness listen.

I thought hard for us all—my only swerving—,
then pushed her over the edge into the river.
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white boy's worst nightmare May 4, 2023 @ 11:07am 
chicks that say their tits are great usually have large saggers in my experience.
havesomepizza Apr 18, 2023 @ 5:02pm 
<3 <3 <3 <3
white boy's worst nightmare Apr 6, 2023 @ 10:45am 
Dad turns to me and says "I was disappointed I only had a boy (I'm an only child). Although you weren't very good at being a boy haha, you'll make a better girl."

Oof lol, that hit me right in the feels. I love my dad so much, to already see me as who I am and instead of struggling with it actually reveling in the new experiences he'll have... I couldn't ask for a better dad. Just wanted to share this wonderful experience with you all!
working middle class family of 4 Mar 30, 2023 @ 11:02am 
I would love to meet you in real life. people like you are why i am destined to go to hell.
inheritor of promethean struggle Dec 9, 2022 @ 8:55am 
Emotional lesbian matchup of the century
spacepunk (afraid of girls) Nov 16, 2022 @ 3:58pm 
suck a mean fart outta my a.s.s, bro