Hey bro. it's been two years since my last comment. Time flies by quick. What happened during these past two years? Honestly, it's just a blur. COVID and everything. I'm honestly tired bro, I really am. I try so hard to keep going and life keeps f*cking ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ on me. I can't get better at anything. I suck at life, at video games, at everything. I don't know why I keep going. I'm just so f*cking dead and tired inside. I just want to die.

It's my bday bro, wish you were here. Miss our TF2 fun. Wanted to celebrate and share my positive vibes with you. I'm getting older, yet I'm still young. I'm too young to be feeling this old. How time flies. It's been almost 5 years since you last played TF2 and been online. Damn. I wish I could say I was wiser. I wish I could say I was better. But idk. Idk what I'm doing at this point. Quarantine got me f****ed up. I miss you man. But I won't be feeling down on my bday because I know you would tell me to stop being dumb and put the negativity aside and focus on the positive. So I'll do that. As much as I can. As hard it is. I can't say I won't cry though. Anyways, much love G <3

https://youtu.be/QsWQmApdwVY Miss you broski. Coronavirus has been a real ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ up my vibe and plans. ♥♥♥♥ 2020 it's a 2019 v2. If you're alive, I hope you're safe and well. If you've escaped this cruel world, I'm happy that you're free from this hell hole. Last Online 1740 days ago... Damn man, where did the time go... love you G <3

Happy New Year old friend, wherever you are or whatever has become of you I pray for you nothing but goodness and that your dues are paid. 2020, an end to an old decade and the beginning of a new decade. I won't let our past memories be forgotten, those moments will be cherished and they will never fade. I need to change things this year, I need to start making progress. It's going to be hard, I get a lot of anxiety and I am so depressed. I can't afford to break down and have another repeat of every other year in my life especially 2019 because that was the worst mess. But I'll keep in mind your advice well most of what I can remember and in spirit your positive attitude but it's quite hard I confess.

1424 days ago. It's been a long day without you my friend...I guess you are dead..dead with gaming...online...or in real life. No goodbye. Just an abrupt end to our friendship. I lost another best/good friend. I did bad things recently, terrible things. Morally wrong things...questionable things... I've lost my appetite...I've lost my will... I've lost faith in a lot things, a lot of people and I don't want to be sinful but I've lost faith in a being that I should never lose faith to...I need advice... Or words... But I want it from you...I'm sorry... I couldn't appreciate you enough...I've stopped eating... I've lost my appetite... I've lost the will to game... I've cut off everyone... I rejected love...I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ my life...I just wish I could talk to you one more time. I just wish you were here to show the light in a depressed and dying man's dark world...you were like the older bro that I always wanted. I miss you man...

I hope you come back one day my friend. I don't know what happened to you. I don't know if you are even alive. I don't think I ever got to say thank you for the help and friendship you gave me. If you don't come back, it doesn't matter. I'll leave this message here just to show my appreciation and to show anyone else stumbling across this profile that you were a cool guy to be friends with. Rest in Peace ~ HaZe <3