lolcow
Katie Coxx   Yukon Territory, Canada
 
 
I am not nice.






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lolcow Aug 1 @ 8:51am 
i wasnt always very ok and like i had some bad things in my life, but its over and stuff. im pretty stable mentally, but emotionally i might get ♥♥♥♥ed up by things, but thats also normal i guess. sometimes i obsess, get irrational. thats less okay, but, its been worse. love has always kinda scared me lol but like, i want to love. and i dont want to lose that. love is so good. its complicated as♥♥♥♥♥♥for my small♥♥♥♥♥brain but like, i still understand love. EVERYONE understands love. anyway, smoking is bad and♥♥♥♥♥♥ but, it might like, be a distraction. nights are getting dark again and i love it. stuff is tough. but im tough too. so. yeah...... yeah.
lolcow Aug 1 @ 8:51am 
idk if im smart or not, i mean probably average intelligence im not a ♥♥♥♥ing einstein or some♥♥♥♥♥♥like that, it doesnt matter. im not the best looking ♥♥♥♥ out there either, but it doesnt matter, im me. i know that i have a lot of ppl who care about me and love me (my family, and this one person whos important to me and stuff, like yeah.) im okay i guess.
lolcow Aug 1 @ 8:51am 
love is nice and♥♥♥♥♥♥ and its really good and stuff, like, love is ♥♥♥♥ing GREAT but like love is really fragile and♥♥♥♥♥♥and its easy to like, lose. i dont know how true that is, but for me its always been like, i can easily lose good things. i dont know what im saying. but like, ive dealt with ♥♥♥♥♥♥ mental health in the past like super♥♥♥♥♥♥ but like, i think love is pretty strong and like it can withstand some really bad♥♥♥♥♥♥ but still its like, temporary i mean everyone dies one day and i guess love dies when both people die? but then again i feel like love can last even through death like, why else do people who really love each other get buried next to each other? like FOR SOME TIME before♥♥♥♥♥♥got really ♥♥♥♥ed up i realised that "love is about wanting to be buried next to each other" like maybe thats true, i mean, being next to someone for the rest of eternity is some strong♥♥♥♥♥♥
lolcow Aug 1 @ 8:51am 
im not gonna die by suicide lol and and like etc. but i know that like, stuff is whatever its cool and♥♥♥♥♥♥ though like. i dont know what to do or whats gonna happen lol. i know who i am. i know what i wanna do. things can be ♥♥♥♥ED UP lol but like, thats just how things are i guess. its ok. like. things can get really ♥♥♥♥ed up and♥♥♥♥♥♥ but. i really dunno lol. so like, if life decides to ♥♥♥♥ me over im just gonna be like OKAY and i'll just survive because i've been surviving my whole life and♥♥♥♥♥♥ so like, whatever happens to me i'll deal with it. i wont change because why should i change because im myself and i REALLY dont care if someone thinks i should be dead because like ♥♥♥♥ that i know what it feels like to think that i should have died a long time ago but not anymore because overall, my life isnt that♥♥♥♥♥♥ i can manage.
vani Dec 19, 2016 @ 8:15pm 
http://pastebin.com/smUucS7r here you go nerd
Hamu Mar 8, 2016 @ 7:38pm 
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