"Unfortunate" doesn't begin to describe my series, this game rewards blind luck and nothing else, I am beyond convinced at this point. After getting completely tooled by scheduling with my opponent changing times on me last minute and refusing to provide confirmation prior to the day of the match as to play times, losing this way somehow felt even worse than I had thought possible. My preparation was superior, my play was superior, and I lost, so I don't see a reason to continue engaging in an activity where what is within my control is overwhelmingly outweighed by what is not.

I am done with competitive Pokemon, and you won't get a fond farewell. This community is infected to its roots with a degenerative disease that grows stronger over time but stops short of killing its host. Tournaments used to have a competitive spirit at their heart, this has been transplanted and replaced with an artificial organ that feeds on vitriol and mockery from insecure little boys that heckle by the sidelines and tear each other to shreds over scraps of attention. The environment we fostered has trapped us all like this in a vicious cycle, and escaping it requires acceptance of the harshest reality we all scramble to explain away, that none of the countless straining efforts we put ourselves through here will ever amount to one single shining glimmer of significance. I would make this the end, but World Cup is still ongoing, and I would never leave so many great friends out to dry, so I'll suffer through a few more games for them.

One last thing before I leave you all to react with disdain, ridicule, and self-righteous fervor, before you do everything in your power to minimize my words and thoughts, box them up and shove them to some cobwebbed corner of your memory, and hope they disappear forever as a stain on your finite time ground to dust. From this moment on, nothing you say matters to me. The foulest insults you hurl with intent to wound will calmly settle at the earth before my feet, and the venom you spit will bring all the pain of a warm summer breeze. You are less than anything you can conceive, while I carry on, brimming with joy distilled from detachment.

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voithia Sep 11 @ 1:10pm 
add me please :pizzalove:
synefa ☁ Aug 31 @ 11:26am 
When you're good at say, sniper, some are going to call you a hacker and rage at you, specially in this crisis, but the ones that don't will overall admire how good your tracking and prediction is, because you obviously had to sharpen your skills for hundreds of hours. But you're good at spy? It's never because you learned precise movement so you don't bump into enemies or bullets while invisible and can land a trickstab when necessairy, it's never because you learned unscoped aiming with the embassador for when you fail to stab someone, it's never because you learned to pick your kills so you don't die immidiately after a stab, no, it's always because TF2's hitreg sucks and you're just lucky. Even generally hated classes like Scout have people defending him and showing that not every Scout main is a Scunt, and how Pyro isn't always the braindead w+m1 8-year-old, but Spy is always, always seen as the edgy ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ that abuses hitreg.
"brandon" Aug 22 @ 10:14am 
When I first met you and heard your voice I actually thought you were a girl for like the first day haha. That didn’t affect my opinion on you, you just sound super feminine! Which is cute so don’t think I’m insulting you!
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oomfuyu Jul 27 @ 2:36pm 
lmaooo bro I was playing on a 2fort server just today and it was obvious to me that YOU were walling. But then you sorta backed off on the intense pre-firing once it was clear that I wasn't complete ♥♥♥♥. I guess you think you're just that good at tracking, or in general that you get to subtly cheat and hide it, yet ♥♥♥♥ on others for being dumb enough to do this kind of stuff. Go ♥♥♥♥ yourself.
ckriToz_ Jul 25 @ 7:35am 
bro are u in a conflict between that sniper with random number username on product lobbies?