Rains   Edmonton, Alberta, Canada
It's those nights when you're but a shadow in a darkened alley, engulfed in silence but for the soft crackle from the gently embering end of the cigarette, that you wonder ...

the night relinquished with each drag, retreating and returning; abolished then abating

how long you've been a ghost

and who you've haunted
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The greatest weight — What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: "This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more; and there will be nothing new in it, but every pain and every joy and every thought and sigh and everything unutterably small or great in your life will have to return to you, all in the same succession and sequence — even this spider and this moonlight between the trees, and even this moment and I myself. The eternal hourglass of existence is turned upside down again and again, and you with it, speck of dust!"

Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him: "You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine." If this thought gained possession of you, it would change you as you are or perhaps crush you. The question in each and every thing, "Do you desire this once more and innumerable times more?" would lie upon your actions as the greatest weight. Or how well disposed would you have to become to yourself and to life to crave nothing more fervently than this ultimate eternal confirmation and seal?
Spycrab Jul 28, 2018 @ 9:29am 
hes a scammer m8. unadd willy wonka
Spycrab Jul 19, 2018 @ 7:34am 
please tell me if willy wonka your friend is actually a moderator for a site called https://tf2smart.com/
shagger Mar 16, 2018 @ 1:53pm 
:bbtgem: Have a nice day :bbtgem:
shagger Oct 5, 2017 @ 1:06pm 
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Briggs Oct 3, 2017 @ 2:11am 
Hey good luck with stuff, we love ya around here. I know I removed you cuz I was cleaning my lists out but youre always welcome to come talk if im around. :icefox:
TINKER Sep 21, 2017 @ 5:04pm 
Rains miss ya to play but I not be able to play no inherent so I use my phone