7th ward lord takin shots
Devin   Tennessee, United States
Someone sell me some god damn mushrooms or LSD
My liver will handle what my heart can not.

"I always tell myself 'dont message... if they want you, they'll message you..' and i just sit there, staring at my computer screen, waiting for the notifications that never appear, to appear. And then i get so down, wanting to talk to people but yet knowing they don't want to talk to me. So I end up having to message them, just so I'm not torturing myself waiting for something..."

"some people wanna call me a pussy
some people wanna call me a bitch
some people wanna tell me that it ain’t that bad
lift up that chin
i wonder what they’d say after I slice my wrists
2 slits I’m gone in the endless abyss"

"Now how I remember you
How I would push my fingers through
Your mouth to make those muscles move"

"Have you felt a little off today
Had a lot to say
But wound up talking to yourself?
I've been hunting for a kindly ear
But couldn’t find one near
And wound up talking to myself"

"I know I'm often told
That there's a pot of gold
But I don't see no fucking rainbow and my coffee's cold
I know I should be grateful
I know I'm good and able
But I don't have the strength to get up from the kitchen table"

"Now they wanna act like I do no good
Funny cause I really did more than I should"

"Tonight we guaranteeing graves
Tonight's the night we ride
Tomorrow will never come here
Tonight's the night we die
Yesterday I met my death I think it's been a long time
Stuck in limbowith my kin folk, give my life to suicide"

"They'll all be gawking when I walk in the door
Cocking my shotgun hammer and they drop to the floor
The clocks shatter I scatter the jock horde and splatter the chalkboard
It matters a lot more, than half of you thought"

"Got a grey blade tatted on my wrist
I don't really need to cut it anymore and I don't really need a bitch
Let her rot in the hole"

"You're mentally ill. You can't make that decision over your own body.
Other people will be hurt. They're more important than you.
It will get better, you have to keep fighting! Of course I won't actively help you (fuck you entitled asshole! Expecting me to actively help you! Now stay alive for me!).
People have the right to reject you sexually, fire you, ignore you and overall cast you out of society. But don't you DARE think you have the right to quit on us!"

"If life were a videogame, it would be spend 90% of the time grinding, knowing full well the game could glitch at any second and you could lose all your items/stats. Anyone who doesn't grind gets put on a separate server. If you say "I can't play this fucking game anymore, fuck this", server admins are called. There is now a permanent record that you wanted to leave the game. It has a ripple effect on the other players and how your game runs."

"If I finally open up to my therapist about my deepest fears and sadnesses, she is bound by law to call an ambulance that will take me away. They did it to me once. It changed everything. It's been six years, and I haven't trusted anyone since."

Nobody cares that your depressed until you kill yourself. It's almost as if they don't even think about it a little, they are not even slightly worries or upset for you. It is only when you kill yourself that they ever rally bother to take you seriously, it is as if they are fine with you being in unbearable pain so long as you don't inconvenience them by taking your own life. Nobody really cares, they are only interested in their own comfort."
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[DI]***~-_TheMightyZsasz_-~***: You're literally the first black person I've known to not like sprite

[DI]***~-_TheMightyZsasz_-~***: Well I don'r agree.
[DI]***~-_TheMightyZsasz_-~***: Now what>

[DI]***~-_TheMightyZsasz_-~***: No, you're wrong. You haven't listened to any songs before 2007. You don't know

Lewd Thoughts: Your the only online black friend i have

By-Tor: mufugga aint been outta the crazy house 23 hours, already hittin me up for some shit, fuck that

G59: https://scontent-ord1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-0/s480x480/17553604_1884086938533633_3949143176380968939_n.jpg?oh=261e46bca39548cbf0988ed540bedce4&oe=59677C08
Shallex: Why is there a little black kid at the end

G59: r u on spring break
G59: whos on spring break in april wtf
Sauce Boss: its sunday

G59: i genuinelly considered making countefeit money the other day
G59: and acid
[DI]***~-_TheMightyZsasz_-~***: Totally easy tasks that go well for beginners

I love cock: whats the gun that lets you shoot the ground next to someone and kill them? i looked it up and all i could find was guides on how to be a total faggot.
Shallex: what game
I love cock: modern warfare 2
Shallex: all of them really
Shallex: especially the chopper gunner
Shallex: that's faggot shit

god has abanonded us: so whats up
Shallex: using https://www.youtube.com

Chase: idk if i try to go to sleep i feel like ill just get frustrated and start punching my bed

Chase: i mean i would
Chase: but my car
Chase: you see
Chase: its
Chase: uh
Chase: a little unREGISTERED atm

god has abanonded us: In the aeroplane over the sea
god has abanonded us: Is so fucking good
[DI]***~-_TheMightyZsasz_-~***: here we go
god has abanonded us: its litearally better than BTI
god has abanonded us has changed their name to Neutral Milk Hotel.
[DI]***~-_TheMightyZsasz_-~***: dafuq is BTI
Neutral Milk Hotel: because the internet
[DI]***~-_TheMightyZsasz_-~***: oh wow it's better than a band no one has heard of :^)
Neutral Milk Hotel: you shut your fucking mouth
Neutral Milk Hotel: its deeper than your shitty biggy shit
[DI]***~-_TheMightyZsasz_-~***: Yeah because Biggie is my go to for deep shit *roll eyes*

King of Carrot Flowers Pt. 1: they could just release the story line as a book
King of Carrot Flowers Pt. 1: thatd probably please the public enough
Sauce Boss: id buy it
Sauce Boss: if it had pictures

Sauce Boss: i mean i guess i could see halo being accurate if it was set in the 6000s
Sauce Boss: but isnt it like """"in the year TWENTY EX EX"""

King of Carrot Flowers Pt. 1: wanna play a game
Shallex: not really
King of Carrot Flowers Pt. 1: fuck you
Shallex: yes
King of Carrot Flowers Pt. 1: im trying to be funny
Shallex: that's right
Shallex: you should have told me to kill myself

King of Carrot Flowers Pt. 1: why are you playing that fucking game
King of Carrot Flowers Pt. 1: isnt it really bad
Chase: Yeah
Chase: but I like it
Chase: a lot
Chase: just like cock

Shallex: i haven't read a book in years
awfulranger: why
Shallex: the same reason i don't use a type writer or send letters in the mailbox

Shallex: lol, it's stuff my friend taught me, that really made me think
awfulranger: is this friend perhaps piss jugs
awfulranger: /westie
Shallex: no, i don't think he'd believe in flat earth
awfulranger: ik for a fact he would
Shallex: perhaps
Shallex: he is woke like that you know
awfulranger: unlike us sheep
Shallex: it's clear that you have a potential for woke

Go Feck: I've been thinking of staying off the internet for a week to a month
Xanaxiety: NO
Go Feck: is that a bad idea
Xanaxiety: yes
Xanaxiety: dont leave me
Xanaxiety: dont become one of those normies
Go Feck: I want to experience being confused by stuff that's going on
Go Feck: like a frozen caveman

Xanaxiety: alex
Xanaxiety: my favorite person
Shallex: hey man
Shallex: haven't seen you since nam
Shallex: christ, you look different with a beard

rumski ❤: I'm loyal to ya, as a friend.
Xanaxiety: yes no sex
rumski ❤: No sex.

Shallex: who is jaden smith
Xanaxiety: will smith's son
Shallex: why

Xanaxiety: https://scontent.fcha1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/32308862_420171331779441_1512639743089704960_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=79b3a5f7c7e94a03b6f2cf0189d6f0dc&oe=5B53D7DE
Xanaxiety: do you get this
Xanaxiety: i do xxxxxxxxxxxDDDDDDDD
Shallex: yes i do
Shallex: that's a child on a casting couch with 5 black dudes

Xanaxiety: i literally have a single dollar in my possesion
detective guy: fuck
Xanaxiety: LOL
detective guy: trade it for a different one
detective guy: like a 2 dollars

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7th ward lord takin shots Jun 5, 2018 @ 12:07pm 
3 years younger* my bad
Dannis Jun 5, 2018 @ 10:25am 
2 years older than you?
7th ward lord takin shots Jun 5, 2018 @ 10:06am 
I definitely have every right to call you a♥♥♥♥♥♥once you've said you're better at sucking♥♥♥♥♥♥than me lol. And danny is only 2 years older than me. Not that big of a difference. Also Danno please show us where anyone said something about molestation besides you. Also @ThiefofHeart im not random. We've talked in the past and played games together. Stop acting as if you dont know me lmao.
Shallex Jun 5, 2018 @ 12:49am 
and why do you keep bringing up molestation, who ever said anything about that
Shallex Jun 5, 2018 @ 12:48am 
so the goalpost has been shifted from 'it's wrong because he's 13' to 'well i'm in a relationship with danny so me being 13 doesn't matter'

you kids are ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥, probably haven't even hit puberty yet.

why are you calling danny your girlfriend, he has a♥♥♥♥♥♥