Panabas
Panabas   Cambridgeshire, United Kingdom (Great Britain)
 
 
Some say the countdown begun when the first man spoke, others say it started at the Atomic Age. It's the Doomsday Clock and we are each a variable to it.

Welcome to Carcosa where Godot lies! Surreality and satire are I.

I put the a(tom)ic into the major bomb. Tom's the name. My interests are military strategy/theory, 80's Japanese pop, vaporwave, disaster research, Shintoism, mysteries, bushcraft, rooftop jazz bars, Far East and Polynesian folklore/mythology, Bushido, Tōgo, geopolitics, creepy Lovecraftian fishing villages in Maine, formal logic, international relations, waves in a typhoon at desolate Pacific islands, mysteries, poetry, Fatal Frame, hiking, neon, horror, cyberpunk and coffee. :onihatchet:

Dale Cooper, Gaius Octavius, Big Boss, Jean-Luc Picard, Tywin Lannister, Light Yagami, Tyrell Wellick and Fox Mulder are my idols. I think Yuna, Paz, Luna, Haruhi, D'va, The Doll and Yukiko are beauties.

Favourite Games: Fatal Frame 1/2/4, Sekiro, Siren 1/2, Dark Souls 1/2/3, Hitman 1/2, Bloodborne, Demon's Soul, Dino Crises 1/2, Silent Hill 1/2/3/4, Resident Evil 0/1/3/4/CVX/OB, Valkyria Chronicles, ArmA 2/3, Catherine, Call of the Wild, Clock Tower 1/2, BattleTech, Mech Warrior Online, Hearts of Iron IV, Wargame: Red Dragon, Heavy Rain, Metal Gear Solid 1/3/4/PW/5, Monster Hunter 3/4/Gen, Dead by Daylight, Assetto Corsa, Persona 4/5, Space Station 13, EpicMafia, Earth Defence Force 4.1, Crusader Kings II, Killing Floor, Faster Than Light, War Thunder, Yakuza 4/5, Mirror's Edge, SWAT 4, Open X-Com, Total War: Shogun 2, House of the Dead 1/2/3/4/Overkill. :redeyes:

Favourite Films: Harakiri, Noriko's Dinner Table, Love Exposure, Forest of Love, Confessions, All About Lily Chou Chou, Come and See, Withnail and I, True Romance, Kairo, Platoon, Apocalypse Now, Evil Dead 2, Scream, A Better Tomorrow, The Killer, Hard Boiled, Himzu, Dr Strangelove, Battle Royale, Brazil, Children of Men, Aliens, IT, Predator, Blade Runner, Jurassic Park, Donnie Darko, Chinatown, Cabin in the Woods, The Conjuring, A Clockwork Orange,Tree of Life, It Follows, Reservoir Dogs, Snatch, No Country for Old Men, Kill Bill, Rocky Horror Picture Show, In This Corner of the World.

Favourite Shows: FBI Files, True Detective, Hannibal, Real Detective, Monster, Twin Peaks, Death Note, The X-Files, Buffy, Angel, Serial Experiments Lain, The End of the F***ing World, Sherlock BBC, Supernatural, Ghost in the Shell SAC, Elfen Lied, Game of Thrones, Love Hina.

Favourite Books: House of Leaves, Norweigan Wood and The Magus! *Insert esoteric philosophical concepts, true crime books on serial killers (such as Mindhunters), military doctrine analysis, cultural books on Polynesia, Pacific war military history, Age of Discovery records, political ideals, spiritual paradigms and occult frameworks, intertwined with the occasional academic field from system theory through cultural anthropology into formal logic - all for a weird synergy to my interests (thus thoughts)*.

Favourite Bands: Blonde Redhead, 80's JPop, Love Psychedelico, Cults, Mazzy Star, World's End Girlfriend, Portishead, The Smiths, Goldfrapp, Broadcast, Electric Youth, Dusty Springfield, CHROMATICS, The Cranberries, Emilie Autumn, Radiohead, Angelica, Beach House, Lana Del Rey, Purity Ring, Mars Argo, Julee Cruise, Soko, PoPoyans, Au Revoir Simone, Debussy, Asobi Seksu, Cigarettes After Sex, Flunk, Momus, Myslovitz, 鄭秀文, Ash, La Femme, Янка, Ladytron, Kedr Livanskiy and Of Montreal.
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CH | Octo Dec 18, 2022 @ 10:41pm 
bros phenomenally positive :hinowa_delight::borasmile:
funnily enough this is not what it looks like :sleepy_after:
Johnny's ChewToy Feb 10, 2022 @ 6:56am 
ily<3
Panabas Dec 8, 2017 @ 9:15pm 
There's one comment I won't remove as I feel it represents the public consensus.
Juniper Dec 3, 2017 @ 6:07am 
I want you :thief:
Panabas Oct 7, 2017 @ 9:11pm 
You may know me as NeonFireMelon, Moss, Error, Limey, Malice Doll or Thomas. (: Excuse the creepy persona, it's for an agenda...maybe! If my friend list is full, please don't hesitate to contact me on Discord at Moss#5278! Furthermore, I limit content *here* to share pertinent information with anyone viewing it - hello there for caring to do so, I'm humbled!
Panabas Mar 28, 2017 @ 8:58pm 
There was a baby engineered in Locker#54 at Ueno Station who was raised with 'The Nameless Monster' as propaganda to condition a state in which he would found the Norwegian Woods as debauched symbol to the failure that is the world. Malice Doll was the delliberate construct and her architecture was the talent to extend herself from the power to transform the world.