Anyway, precisely because my mind and body were all messed up, the "girl who was plugged in" system fit me.
Meru and I were a perfect match. Although I'm a fake woman, with the appearance of a woman, the clients as my audience, my communication with others as a woman, and having felt what it's like being treated as a woman, I was able to find who I was supposed to be.
When that happened, for some reason, my special abilities of a Shelter Child suddenly made themselves apparent.

I sent the mail, and took a deep, deep breath.

I thought about the future. My calling. My fate. My destiny.