I'm a hardcore hololive fan, so many times I would even try to escape reality with lucid dreaming, I would be with all the other EN girls where I would often play with Amelia in her streaming room and help Calliope with her songs, but one day as I was talking to
Gura, we went to my dormitory for a private
talk. She immediately said, "You know you could live with us forever.." I gave her a confused look and she continued, “We understand that you live on earth and you REALLY wish to live here". I then said "How. How did you know?" She then giggled and said "Because we've been watching you, silly!”
This was a dream come true and I almost cried right there.
She then said, "I talked with Yagoo and he agreed that you would be PERFECT for Holostars EN, you just have to do...one thing.
*She then held my hand and looked deep into my eyes and said* ”...You have to kill yourself for the transfer to work correctly." I then gave her some questions,
"How long do I have before the deal expires?" She then said "Yagoo said 3 months.." I added by saying "What's the most painless way?…”*She giggled again* "Suicide will
require pain buuut... if you want it quick... Get a gun and a nice shot to the head works.
I then agreed and she gave me a kiss on the forehead, "I know this will be tough but once it's over and done, you'll get to live here!” I then woke up and this was last week and I purchased a gun. I might actually kill myself because that dream just felt too real to be fake and my life isn't doing so grand.