Nikki   Ypsilanti, Michigan, United States
I am thankful, i love my parents, family and friends. There is a lot to know about me. currently getting testing done for my kidneys


My only hope was Betty Lou, she was the one, a combination AK57 uzi radar laser triple barrel double scope heat seaking shotgun

#CATMEGEDDON :lasercat:


Hey you, yes you out there...
To This Day Project
Instructions For A Bad Day
Self Help Center

The sad thing is, Suicide doesn't end the pain. It just passes it on to someone else.

You are worthy of breathing. Someday you will learn that
so don't ask yourself why you can't be
Because depression took a lot from you and you are still fighting to take it back...

Love is just a word, until somebody comes along and gives it meaning...you....you're the meaning...

Give yourself enough respect to walk away from someone who doesn't see your worth...

Life is too short to argue and fight with the past. Count your blessings, value your love ones, and move on with your head held high...

Closing the chapter and forgetting that I ever put you on a page to start with...

With all the might inside my heart, it always seems to be torn apart...

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened...

I could hear my heart beating, I could hear everyone's. I could hear the human noise we sat there making. Not one of us moving, not even when the room went dark.

A smile could be the first aid kit someone has been looking for... :)

I built the sun for you...

Have you heard the saying 'Some people kick at others so much that the best defense is to walk away and let their legs drop off'?
Ignore them, they're not worth your time and most certainly not worth spending any energy on
~~~ Daisy

The biggest fish in the pond stays that way by never being caught...

I wish i could tell you the amazing things I am about to embark on, but you will have to wait... :)

Why am i so hurt by you...

Life and Death have been in love for longer than we have words to describe. Life sends countless gifts to Death and Death keeps them forever...

One day you will hold me tight, the next day i won't be remembered...

If you are going through hell try and keep a smile...

I will be the only one crying at my funeral...

'I'm mentally ill so I can act like a bitch and it's your fault if you can't take it! Waaah waah'
" I have a mental illness- it never excuses me acting like a bitch towards people."
" Whether mentally ill or not, it's still your responsabilty to be a decent human being."

Never answer rage with rage, or unfairness with unfairness.
Take the moral highground- and then destroy them by showing off your
superiority :D

The thing is, whatever people like that say, it doesn't matter. If it wasn't you, they'd be poking someone else. They live to be cruel, and the words of cruel people are so predictable you can let them wash over you. ~Daisy

It's bad enough the living fill my life with problems and when i sleep the dead flood my dreams.

I'm gonna die and no one will think of me I'm gonna be that person that everybody looked right past and be forgotten for someone else.

One day I will wake up in my own grave.......

Keep your hand on my heart, and fall in love with the beat....

You are going down in history, and I will never be remembered....

My mind is like a puzzle a continuosly falling apart puzzle...

Fake it until you make it, is the message of the day...

You can't make everyone happy.. you are not pizza...

*** Language of a teen girl;
* Fine= completely pissed
* 5 minutes= half an hour
* Nothing= something
* Just tired= I'm upset, hug me
* Go ahead= don't even think about it
* Thanks= this apology is poor
* Thanks a lot= this apology totally sucks
* Nice= I really don't care/not nice

If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one.
Because if you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second one.



Moron Vs Machine

Rares so far:

(Oil Spill)
Blood Minigun - tour 4

(Steel Trap)
Gold Wrench - tour 7
Gold Scatter - tour 17

(Mecha Engine)
Gold Frying Pan - tour 5
Gold Medi Gun - tour 10
Aussie Sniper - tour 12
Gold Minigun - tour 16
Gold Flame - tour 23
Gold Knife - tour 26
Gold Flame - tour 44
Gold Minigun - tour 49
Gold Medi Gun - tour 57
Gold Medi Gun - tour 62
Gold Scatter Gun - tour 76
Gold Minigun - tour 88
Gold Stickyb - tour 97
Gold Rocket L - tour 100
Gold Scatter Gun - tour 107
Gold Sniper - tour 125
Gold Wrench - tour 144
Gold Wrench - tour 160
Gold Stickyb - tour 171
Gold Scatter Gun - tour 184
Gold Knife - tour 201
Gold Stickyb - tour 207
Aussie RocketL - tour 210
Gold Wrench - tour 217
Gold Scatter Gun - tour 221

(Two Cities)
Aussie Medi gun - tour 51
Aussie Medi gun - tour 57
Aussie Amby - tour 80
Aussie Tomislav - tour 142
Aussie Sticky bomb - tour 201
Aussie Front. Just. - tour 237

(Gear Grinder)
Diamond Knife - tour 6
Diamond Flame - tour 26
Aussie Sniper - tour 40
Diamond Flame - tour 44
Diamond Sticky Bomb - tour 51
Diamond Scatter Gun - tour 55
Diamond Knife - tour 72
CS GO Knives

Falchion Vanilla
Gut Fade
Gut Tiger Tooth
Flip Knife Slaughter
Falchion Case Hardened
Butterfly Safari Mesh
Falchion Rust Coat

Oxy^ <------ especially trash BOOwhowho cries over not being able to play demo xD
captain morgan
Dr. Tom
Wolf <-- use to be a friend then started trying me like a first tour, really hurt my feelings
みずき <--- absolute non team player
Doctor Terrorist Astolfo <--- use gas passer and get kicked


How tough are ya? MvM

In the immortal words of Ellis from l4d2 "If nature were to allow, I'd have their babies"

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