Every day since I came here I've wondered; just how it came to be this way...

We all have something within that is pushing us, to take that plunge head-first into hell.
For most people... That something... Is not their own will.
They're forced into it by their environment or the expectations of others; it was never their own choice.
But when we choose to immerse ourselves in that same hell willingly... We can see something beyond it...
It might even be hope. Or in the end just a hell of another making. You'll never know.
If you're not the one who's continuing to take that path... Unless you keep moving forward.