You'll simply have to realize that outside your circle of close dota neckbeard buddies who barely give two ♥♥♥♥♥ about your mmr despite the painstakingly long hours you've invested into it, no one cares. Nobody.

When you win and raise your hands up and scream after making the biggest play of your irrelevant dota 'career', no one will join you in your triumph. When you lose and scream in frustration, your neckbeard buddies will laugh. That's about it. That's Dota, it leads to nothing. It will give you nothing. You'll lose the last few friends you have anymore. Some who won't be able to relate to, and a handful who you'll lose to the game itself.

In the end, you will try to convince yourself that the 9k hours staring at you through Steam meant something. But friend, they don't. You have poured your heart, blood, sweat and tears into something that will never love you back.

i think you need to calm down and stop yelling! haha XD love you strawberry <3