Col. Radzikowski [11MD]
Mateuszek Jaskulska-Radzikowski   Poland
 
 
There is a feeling I miss from my time in combat; I fear it will never go away, nor will I ever feel it as staunchly. I do not think there is a name for the feeling. I do not even truly understand it myself. I know I did not possess this nameless feeling until after my first firefight. The feeling is one that only a certain class of people in the world will understand - the warrior class.

That is because the feeling is an experience. An experience of the hunter and the hunted. An existential dance between the thin line of life and death for two parties. Both groups will think they are the wolf pack and the other is the flock. Once the dance of death begins it will only end with one party feeling the ecstasy of victory and the other losing their very existence. These violent moments are so undeniably emotionally, spiritually, psychologically, and physically intense that they have left an indelible mark on our very souls. This mark has evolved into this “feeling” we will carry with us until the day that we die.

The feeling of victory in combat is like no other. The euphoria that you receive from extinguishing the life of your foes will change you forever. I survived and my enemy does not exist any longer. I watched his life drain from his body and in those last moments, he knew that he had been defeated. It is not until much later that I have considered what might have been going through his mind in those final minutes. At the time, my joy was too high to care what the enemy had been thinking before we killed him. My blood too boiling and red in the midst of battle to have any thought on the enemy except that I must end his life before he ends mine, or worse, one of my brothers’ lives. This heat is what allows the warfighter to kill and stack body after body without remorse in that moment. The sense of camaraderie and elation which follows a victory will allow you to laugh with your buddies at the enemy you watched burn. Later, when you collect his grotesque and blackened body, you will be amazed at the smells and goo that have oozed and hardened from his burnt and cracked skin. Most of the time you can still see the last expression he made before he died. These memories are part of the nameless feeling and will be scorched into your soul, haunting your consciousness forever.
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