I was supposed to have entered utopia
How much longer will this place bind me...?

I don't want the short-lived waves to drift me away
So I simply curl up.

Voices blended with pure emotion
Add too much and it's a strange cuisine

How do I communicate what I feel?

A logical argument paints it black and makes it fade

Finding a hidden radical opinion is immersed in self-satisfaction

"Ideology invaded by poison! Loveliness in poor taste!
It's an arrow of light to shoot completely through the empty space!

My megalomaniac self shouts her speech
A soundproof barrier absorbs it and vanishes

To things I hate

I say "I hate you!" and strike them

It's a sensation like

Chopping off my head

I tell myself, "I'll be the god of fantasy garden!"

The incomprehensible
Curse comes in pieces
Flying from a handheld radio

The flowers I raised with care are plucked
And loaded with many others, ending there

Mass consumption from the right to the left
Thoughts of "as long as anyone's happy" are closed off

The "HP" that I thought was eternal
Disappears from fate itself

How do I communicate what I feel?

Isn't this what you would call "regret"?

This never-ending repetition is brainwashing.

"FAKE ALCHEMY! INSOLENT EXPLOITER!"
"I'LL BE THE SWORD OF JUSTICE TO PUNISH THEM!"

I don't think it was wrong
Smiles are packaged together with malice

I wish a hundred times misery on you all
On the pure protagonists I used to love

In that case, hey...

Even in polluted water
I keep living
My warped mind
Is at full strength as usual

A certain girl asserts her dominance
And faces struggle after struggle
It's an unsightly thing

The stories she tells have already ended
She couldn't stand to listen, and they crumbled

"The fun and the sad stories..."
"If this craze doesn't end soon..."
"I'LL HAVE FOUND DESPAIR!"

I KNOW! I UNDERSTAND!!!

But...!
My heart is in PAIN !!!

Even if I cling to hope to the bitter end
It will slip away

Leaving nothing behind

I've started to like things I had no interest in

And my heart begun digging its own grave.

"Even excessive, cruel tears will run dry"

But it will never end, because there's no other place I belong...