Time doesn't heal it just replaces old memories, Healing is weird.. someday's you're okay and doing just fine, and the next it's like a dip.. it hurts like it's still fresh.. with no definitive time frame.. like a roller-coaster, you're on the high and going steady, then you gown down and freak out and don't feel steady.. But you gotta keep going, look at all the stress, anxiety, fear and worry is another step towards victory and what you went through and did will eventually pay off..You're gonna be okay..