The Raptor in Black   United States
Today on the art showcase: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zgk19wLozzY

Games I play: Dota 2, Team Fortress 2, Red Orchestra 2/Rising Storm, Kerbal Space Program, Civilization V, Elite: Dangerous, World of Tanks, War Thunder, World of Warships, Minecraft, Starbound, MechWarrior Online, Quake Champions, Armello, Brawlhalla, SMITE, Stellaris, Warframe, Mass Effect 3 and Battlefield 1 (on Origin), Battle for Wesnoth, MechWarrior 4: Mercenaries, classic Doom, Heretic and Hexen (saved the irrelevant ones for last). I've barely touched Space Engineers, but if you want to coax me into playing that then be my guest.

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YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWX0Gu5JFo6OqGhTHs4_GsA

DeviantArt: http://captaingreninja.deviantart.com/

FurAffinity: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/temrilthesaurian/

Tumblr (this blog is in an experimental stage and not really ready for viewing; could use a direct link to the de-facto blogging theme I see everywhere, first of all): https://temrilthesaurian.tumblr.com/

Discord: FuzzyRaptor#2655

Origin: FloofRaptor

Currently In-Game
And Lo, the World War Buffs/BattleTech Nerds/Doomers Cometh Down from the Heavens...
I'll give you the short version of me: A guy who changes avatars and occasionally names, but never changing his image as a cool and trustworthy gamer. Often people recognize me better by the names Jiroku and Jiro.

Favorite franchise is BattleTech, but favorite game is Hexen; the entire Heretic/Hexen series is severely underrated in my opinion. My YouTube channel is also known as FuzzyRaptor as of a couple months ago from the time of this update.

I RP mainly as a black mage raptor (Temril) and a youthful fuzzy space raptor that also has a kangaroo form now (Jiroku). As of now Jiroku is once again my sole persona, but Temril is a character heavily inspired by me.

Here's a link to Jiroku's character doc: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1QTVSgvYy1xVXihJiJ92uHSsG6vjh7AlwOcG4NMhrG8Q/edit?usp=sharing
And here's his current character theme to get an idea of the character's mood: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7uXaPALw6v8

Temril's doc: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8950991/
and theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBJu45ZXcLs
It took me quite a while to decide on a theme for him!

Speaking of, many have said I have an outsider taste in music, even to the point of saying it's plain bad, jokingly or no. Nevertheless I stand by my opinions; who knows, maybe someday I will finally meet somebody whose tastes align more with mine.

I'm somewhat of a hipster in the sense that I am much more attracted to titles that seldom surface in the gaming community. I tend to be quite competitive in games as well; so if you roll with me, keep in mind that I'm not immune to game rage.

Feel free to add me if you think you'd enjoy hanging around me, but try to contact me beforehand. And it's not guaranteed that I'll accept; I prefer to hang around certain people more than others, so don't take it as something personal. Even if I accept, don't expect me to devote all my time towards you; I have many other friends I enjoy being with and it's not always possible to have chats or gameplay sessions with multiple simultaneously.

Expect a lot of randomness, too, it's just how I roll as a flawed human being. I kind of let loose on the silly and downright weird, but I ask for permission to do that kind of stuff first. I also try to relegate what I show my friends depending on their interests, so that's probably good news for you.

Try to contact me once in a while, too - take the initiative, y'know how it is. I don't care for one-sided friendships.

Sum things:

Judging from its symptoms, I am a victim of dependent personality disorder. This includes clinginess to certain other individuals, submissiveness, and self-deprecation/sense of worthlessness. I am a Mediator (INFP-T) according to the 16-personality quiz.

I have an extreme interest in history and certain, generally more obscure types of music. If you think you've got either of these things, hit me up on 'em.

My real parents are rather focused on productivity and family time, so I'm a pretty busy 18-year-old and may not be all that active. I've been working every summer since 2017.

An incomplete list of notable friends I put here cuz everyone does it:

Pronotum: I left him out of this list for a while because we broke contact, but I'm glad I refriended him. He's the kind of guy who thinks he's ♥♥♥♥ but is way smarter than his cheeki facade lets on. Very practical, one of the best RPer's I know.

Mehli*: They're a dear. That is all.

Mars Ultor: He is the only person I've met over the Internet that has the same eye for forgotten series as me.

Willows Wulf: Willows is cordial and chill. We have some in common when it comes to interests, and I feel quite comfortable around him in general. I look up to this person.

Bravesoldierphil*: He's just so nice, and cuuute... and he cuddles me~ *chirps*

FaithfulKnightZach: He has been really supportive and caring for me, especially as of late. I must reciprocate-

Rukiiuu*: A great artist and fun person to smush

Miniike: He's often very busy and I don't have a lot of time to talk to him, but when I do it's a real treat. So corteous and cordial, so considerate. Keep it up, man.

Terran President/Tawani*: Is a precious floof

Asriel Dreemurr: ^^

The Geth: partner in stupid

Queen of Marshmallows: You know why you're here, you. :>

Icefox: Local furry that I *definitely* hit it off with. He basically rose to most prevalent figure in my personal life in just a few days.

*is fellow fuzzy space raptor (Avali race created by RyuujinZERO)

Recent Activity

676 hrs on record
last played on Aug 10
300 hrs on record
Currently In-Game
437 hrs on record
last played on Aug 10
100 XP
FuzzyRaptor Jun 12 @ 8:39am 
And I'll wait eagerly for that day.
Rex Brigador Jun 12 @ 6:54am 
A response:
I'd be lying if I didn't say I miss the good times, and that the temptation to come back wasn't there. The time we've spent time together, the things we've done were some of the best moments I've had, even if I am terrible at showing it. I do miss it, and I do feel the pull. Yet I'm not sure it's the best choice for me to make yet.

It's been several months of trying to put myself out there, to be better, to meet people who may share my interests. So far it's been all for naught. And yet I keep trying again whenever I get the courage to do so. It's all one can do.

And trust me when I say, I don't blame you for a single thing, the faults were always on my end. They still are. I'd like to come back to folks I used to know when I'm less of a drain on everyone around me, when my presence doesn't depress other people. When I would feel relatively okay for once. When I finally reach better times.

Most of all - I need to be better.
Riv Mar 25 @ 9:04am 
War, War never changes. :ccwarrior:
Aikaru Jan 2 @ 5:05am 
Have an awesome 2020! You'll do great!
FuzzyRaptor Jan 1 @ 9:51pm 
You too Seasons, Happy New Year!
Seasonsgray Jan 1 @ 8:53pm 
Happy New Year! :ori::balloon: