Mikudayoooo~

and i'm sorry for sending so many letters snd paragraphs about random ♥♥♥♥ but it's all that's been keeping me sane. and now, i'm sending my final paragraph, letter, whatever you wanna call it. all to confess my love to you. love is stupid. it feels like a fire is in my head every waking moment and i just wanna throw water on it, but i can't because it spreads and spreads until just being awake makes me cry. so i'm ending this letter and leaving you with these final words, i guess. i love you, but god i ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hate you.

you know what i’m most likely gonna die pretty soon and i wanna die without regrets and this is all i can think of so i’m just gonna tell you. i love you. i love you so ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ much and i think about you every day. every single ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ day of my life i have to remember that i'm not important to you anymore and that whatever we used to be or have or whatever the hell you wanna say- it's gone. we're nothing but strangers now. but you used to be so important to me, ♥♥♥♥ you still are. you plague my mind and make it unbearable to even think anymore. i sleep through the day just to avoid thinking about you and when i'm awake at night i distract myself with useless ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ but it doesn't work. in the back of my mind you always stand there with that stupid ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ smile on your face that you always had that made everyone love you. you had me whipped and you probably didn't even know. but surprise surprise, the girl who keeps sending you these long paragraphs that barely make sense.

i love you but god i ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hate you

omg please edate me already I’ve been looking your profile for the past 4 months and I love it when you give me any kind of attention. I already know a lot about you so we don't have to go on many dates I am fully prepared to spend the rest of my life with you. Please just tell me you love me already I can’t wait to hear your voice say those three words. OK I ADMIT IT I LOVE YOU? I just want to be your boyfriend and put a heart in my profile linking to your profile and have a wall text of you commenting cute things. I want to talk in discord all night or watch a movie but you just seem so uninterested in me it kills me and I cant take it anymore I want to remove you but I care too much about you so please im begging you to love me back or remove me and NEVER contact me again because I need you by my side but if you don’t love me then I want you to leave because seeing your icon in my friend list would kill me everyday of my sad life.

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