Repeat to yourself that they’re not really gone
Time has proven that fooling yourself into believing a lie is the most effective way to deal with things you have no control over

Keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
Overanalyse every single word you hear
“Was this a sign that things were going wrong?”
No, no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

Stay up every single night staring at your phone
Either attempting to gather up the courage to turn these demons, these constant reminders of your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
Or praying just for one second you could feel the warmth of equally returned love

Go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
Always bring your notebook, never stop writing
Leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
Watch them smile as you get in your car

Always talk down on yourself whenever possible
My life is shit because I deserve it, right?
You must have done something really bad
And it's nearly impossible for you to cry now

Avoid your friends for weeks even though they’re the only sense of consistency you have left in your life
If they really wanted to see you they’d come, but they won’t
(Who cares?)

Allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
Watch as you begin to take a backseat to the world around you, don’t fight it
Become a secondary character in your own motion picture

But most importantly drown every single one of your feelings in old stolen rum
Learn to love the taste of it dripping down your throat
Find comfort in the warmth coming from your stomach, you’re drinking bottled love now

You don’t need other people to drive away your loneliness
You just needed to find a way to talk to it
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tsūmiki Apr 21 @ 3:18pm 
+rep your guide is too long
Hxrf Jan 21 @ 7:24am 
-rep you are ♥♥♥♥ing gay for +repping a trap
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Ember Dec 29, 2017 @ 6:52am 
like what
Tardik Dec 27, 2017 @ 6:19pm 
Atlas is great
YukikoBestGirl Dec 27, 2017 @ 4:27am 
I just gave my ♥♥♥♥♥ head
Standing on my two legs
♥♥♥♥ what that ♥♥♥♥♥ done said
Bruh, I don't ♥♥♥♥ with no white boys
Less the ♥♥♥♥♥ Shawn Mendes