Hello! If you are here you are either bored, a really cool human being or i just triggered some uncontroled emotions in your unpolished brain. Anyway, have fun lurking my profile and dont forget to flam me in the comment section!

About myself:

Beyond stupid, retarded, noob and search confrontation
Im not nice, friendly, likeable, or charismatic
I got issues and no friends
Im a gigantic loser


I listen to people who gently suggests me to "uninstall dota" and i do! but somehow i reinstall it again and again, dont know why. Lot of people fuck my mom, sometimes even my whole family and i can only thank them, most of my granny family members DO enjoy some fresh sex with youngsters.

Things gamers never say:

-He killed me because he is significally better player than me
-The ping and connection to this server is clearly ideal, that death definitely wasn't due to lag or anything of the sort
-No, thanks, gaming until 5AM is a waste of time
-Education always comes first
-I have lost because of my inferior skills
-Other member of my team were alot better than me, even if we lost, it's not their fault
-Thanks for providing me with entertainment by playing music down your microphone
-Of course you can be carry, I don't mind being support
-I am not upset that I lost. That was a fair duel against an honorable opponent
-I did not have sexual intercourse with your mother last night
-You are not a noob, you are just an individual that is new to this game and I respect that
-You are not a noob, you are just an individual that realised a big skill difference.
-Playing video games all night is unhealthy. I should strive to get 8 or 9 hours of sleep like a normal person
-This server has bad connection but I don't mind. I understand that it costs a lot of money to host a server and it is unfair to complain as I am allowed to play on it for free
-You're right, my opinion is clearly ill-founded, and your argument has convinced me of that
- I believe Gabe should take all the time he needs to make the game perfect. Heck, i don't care if it takes another five years!
-I love free to play games since that assures me that i will never spend more money than i would have spend for a P2P game.

Understanding fear:

Fear and love are 2 sides of the same coin
Without one there cant be the other
I must not fear my fears.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing but love.
Only I will remain.

The meaning of life and existence is to feel as one with everything that surrounds you and the porpose of life is to still think that you are special.