D/N/R Ldr. RedNeckTim

R.I.P.
Timothy Ryan Purvis
Born:January 3rd 1985-Died:June 12th 2008

I know the profile say's June 13th, I didn't find out that it was June 12th till after I made the profile. It has been well over a year now since Timmy commited suicide, but to this very day it hurts all the same. Nobody will ever really know why you did it, but everyone has their theory's as to why you did. I honestly don't want to hear them anymore, because I don't want to remember you because you commited suicide. I want to remember you as my closest friend. You made a bad decission and there isn't anything that anybody could have done. We could have stopped you then, but it would have happened eventually. For me, the hardest thing to do, was playing Counter-Strike. It didn't feel right without you there, but now I can play without wanting to cry. So that's a good thing, but I have noticed I rarely use my mic anymore. Compared to when we used to play together, me and you never shut up, lol. I think back on the 4 or 5 years we we're really close friends and all I have is good memories... The only bad one's are when you were depressed, but most of the time you were just happy. I wouldn't have thought anything was wrong with you to be honest. But I guess you had your problems. I remember listening to you drunk, singing Kelly Clarkson in the D/N/R pub server. Those were good times, and I remember most of all how kind you were to pretty much everybody. You had nothing but good traits, the only bad trait was your depression. I was pretty excited about hanging out with you over the summer, but that didn't happen... Sadly, I do wish it had happened though, if we were such close friends over the computer, how much closer would we have been in person? Who knows, nobody ever will.

I guess all I can say is I miss you, and I love you like my own flesh and blood to this very day. And you're probably watching down on everyone from heaven right now, and feeling like a complete idiot, and now realizing how many people cared so much about you... But, I hope that you are happy now, and being the person everyone knows you could have been. I blamed myself for a long time, because I felt that I could have stopped you, but in reality, I could have, but for how long? Me and ToeCandy are planning to visit your grave someday. Maybe we can get a few other people to come along with us.

I miss you man, and no matter what I love you, and so does everybody else. Rest in peace my friend. You will remain in everyones thoughts and hearts.

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