I finally got around to making it.
Long story short: I was kicked from pheonix squad and decided to make my own squad.
Server: Pending until I can figure out how to set it up ^^
Last Online: 11 days ago
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December 9, 2007 Steam Rating:
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Sometimes I wonder...
Stephen Maitland Mohacey III
United States 
Everything seems so out of synch. That's the only way I can think to describe this feeling. As I sit here and type these words, millions of possibilities and alternatives flit by, in an overwhelming stream of 'what if's and 'maybe's. Perhaps I'm crazy, but I feel disjointed from this flow. As others pass through life and make the choices that affect their fate, it seems like I stay stationary, a lone pebble surrounded by shifting sands. Sometimes I wonder that, when I turn my eyes away, the world stops, and everything but what I see ceases to exist. Maybe I'm in a coma. Truly, my dreams seem to have more substance than this meaningless existence. I look back on my life and see nothing of myself. My feelings are lies. Pain is created by my brain, it is not real; so it is with all my emotions, simple impulses created by electric currents and chemical reactions. Perhaps I have no individuality. Perhaps I am defined only by my conciousness, that state left untouched by mind and body. Maybe even that is untrue. Am I real? Is this a dream? I have to find the truth! I have to escape this world of lies! I fall into a lonely darkness...
The world fades to grey...
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Great fnorder. Would do buisness again. A+++
emu?
I am not emo!!! Just extremely bored... Ah, ennui...
tbh, emo
Steph is king.
Does FNORD dicate thought or FNORD versa?
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