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Chris R

New York, New York, United States

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

"I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.
You made me just like you
Now I can't get you off my mind
You run around like it's all fine for you
This never gets easy
I'm willing to change now but it's to late"

I'm just so fucking depressed, I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump, but I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps, fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up, in order for me to pick the mic back up
I don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm in
I'm starting to feel distant again, so I decided just to pick this pen

In my own sorrow, but I know one fact: I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow, I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow, but you'd have to walk a thousand miles...

In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we'd find, look at shit through each other's eyes

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$wayed // Mission Statement:
This group has been created to band together anyone who is, in any way, affiliated team Swayed (established by Chris "mythic_" Mitsis in 2006 and previously named zeroMercy by his good friend Keith "snakeshit" Fernandez).

--Anyone affiliated with the team or its former members in any way may join. (Friends, family, new teammates, etc)

Welcome:
Swayed isn't just another name of a shitty one season cal-o counter-strike team whose members could care less about one another. Swayed was a band of brothers with some great people. People that would still help you out in anyway today, more than two years after it disbanded.

That being said, Swayed is a way of life and thinking. It is a culture that has long endured after it's team's demise. It's members have continued to idle the dead channel for over two years. Why? Because it's a name that should never die. #swayed has since been a place to chill for its former members. "Whenever my comp dies, or I just forget about CS, i could come back months later to find that everyone is still there keeping the name alive."

Being swayed is not worrying about anything and just taking it easy. Its just about good times, laying back, and relaxing knowing you're on top of the world because you're swayed baby.

Members of this group include former zM and Swayed original team members. Members who have branched off to do big things and compete at high levels while maintaining the chill swayed mentality. This group is also open to anyone affiliated with the original team or its members in any way.

Whether they be friend, family, or new teammates of an original member, the swayed culture is open to you. Embrace it, love it, and stay swayed all day long.

--Love,
#swayed and mythic, snakeshit, glyph, avian, punky, rillaz, will, john1, newbit$ polepot, zah, and real swayed Gs across the globe.

mythic A/X and plays WoW
glyph works all day.
punkY created Armani Exchange / RWI
rillaz summit
newbit$ summit now with rillaz
wiLL idles aol instant messenger
john1 reappeared shortly then disappeared again
polepot went to agility then faded away.
avian A/X, Prime.cs
ontilt Prime.cs

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