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I must create a system or be enslaved by another mans; I will not reason and compare: my business is to create.

James "R O B I N" Balko

Amsterdam, Noord-Holland, Netherlands

Within three years lies my death, can anything prolong it, I know not, I will ensure I make the most of every moment until this day.If I do not, then I will fail my oath. If there is something out there that can prolong it, let them try, I see as I see, nothing has changed this yet. Will you?

“I believe in a long, prolonged, derangement of the senses in order to obtain the unknown.”

Curse this mortal flesh, take me to the realm of Numb.

We are all in a game of cat and mouse, except we all try to play the rat.

This be the only life I control, although, I have no control.

Whence thine ego begot.

It is impossible to argue with results.

I will eat your soul, and leave nothing to chance.

Don't let your special character and values, the secret that you know and no one else does, the truth - don't let that get swallowed up by the great chewing complacency.
- Aesop

"Ordinary people believe only in the possible. Extraordinary people visualize not what is possible or probable, but rather what is impossible. And by visualizing the impossible, they begin to see it as possible."
- Cherie Carter-Scott

“Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.”

“People fear death even more than pain. It's strange that they fear death. Life hurts a lot more than death. At the point of death, the pain is over. Yeah, I guess it is a friend...”

“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”

“I think of myself as an intelligent, sensitive human being with the soul of a clown which always forces me to blow it at the most important moments.”

“The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You trade in your sense for an act. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask. There can't be any large-scale revolution until there's a personal revolution, on an individual level. It's got to happen inside first. You can take away a man's political freedom and you won't hurt him- unless you take away his freedom to feel. That can destroy him. That kind of freedom can't be granted. Nobody can win it for you.”