"It's all been taken by the sands of time. They'll fade into the earth, uninterupted."
That Personality Cult group. It's heavenly.
It really, really is.
A Distinctive Evolution. Through somewhat righteous anger and unguided naievity you let your conscious thoughts scream out anger and the blood of whoever may betray you, perhaps The blood of your family-bound assailant..but it may also be the blood of ones 'ignorant' innocence. When you feel you can take no more of the burning of your so-called "insanity", it would be wise to wonder first, who gave you your skin, mind, and your pounding, bleeding heart.
Either this "Half-life" you've made yourself to be is the source of your cluttered vision, or your bloodlines have finally caught up to you, from the sins of the rusted, lust-bearing blood, coagulated from the families born from your sinful ancestors.
One half of your soul screams with the demons voice, to incur it's terrible wrath upon both men, and the demons who you despise. The other half of your being incurs your silence, but wills your every movement and syllable for the better sake of achieving more fortunate odds in this life. And I tell you. When the silence breaks, the echoing voice of the once-silent half of your soul will enlighten you, but it will make you wish you were the fetus dropped dead from the womb of your mother.
It will give you immense fear, quakes in your now unlatched imagination, as if you had been listening to a harp descended from the heavens, and as you pray for your god, it will be willed by fate, as if an arch-angel from the biblical days of Egyptian tales, who had taken the first born son of the Pharaoh by blood, had begun playing the harp, and you could feel your mind burn with the flames of Hell, causing you to scream and weep with the deepest, most refined and now-solidified remorse of your soul!
And once you have heard the song of the flaming sword, east from the garden of Eden, and from the Cherub no less, you will silently wish you were dead. And you will feel what you have seen in lore, what those human-beings have suffered, which you were not split from, but you could not feel. You will be tested, and you will feel those flames purge your mind and blood, and your soul. Slowly, your mind will harden, like the bark of a tree transmuted into metal unheard of and adamant, and it will cause you to take up the cause of the pharaoh, having lost his own blood and youth to the turmoil under the eyes of all the constellations, seen by an eons worth of stars.
But as you harden with new skin and bone, it will change your mind and goals as well. This may not be the only change you receive in this life. And it will give you great privilege, if not more than what has, and will be bargained.
SORRY BUT IM DELETING YOU FROM MY LIFE! *clicks delete* LOADING... ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ 99%. ERROR! It is impossible to delete our friendship. You mean so much to me. Post this to 10 people's walls who you never want to lose. If you get 3 back, you're an amazing friend.