An average 20 Year Old Boy, who lacks tons of social skills, communication skills and have trouble making friends. I lived under my Parenting Education that quite negative for over 18 years. After 2 years arguing with my family about my life, I am finally on the way to find my fukin true freedom and compassion. That's why I can't lose my ego anymore and keep it up. My family finally understand me and let me live my own life and follow my path although I love them so much.

I am studying Web Design and Graphic Design. Sometime, I spend time of my life in drawing but never show it in social network. Besides, my passion is for gaming which is the best thing that ever created. To me, gaming is an art, one of the best way to bring experience and dreamed world into life. My favorite games are Starcraft Series, Bioshock Series, The Witcher Series, Assassin's Creed Series, Half-Life Series, Dues Ex Series and Dishonored.

So, if you've kept me added on your friends list for a while, you might have noticed I change my avatar (and nickname) quite frequently. This is because I often change my avatar to whatever girls/game/movie/anime/manga I'm loving/reading/watching. You will see almost of my avatar i have changed are about very attractive and beautiful girls. Yes, it is ! They all real ! They are girls that I have fallen in love for many years. I have never been loved back, no first love, no kiss, no sex. Yes! I am totally virgin. All are only one-side love. Many of them ignored me, many of them I haven't met them in real life (sometimes I did), many of them I love at first sight although it went through social network, but they are all the best girls and good lovers. No Wonder how crazy I am but I was crazy in love, did stupid things and made so many mistakes. Anyway, It was all past now. Many people will FIRST speculate me to be the fairly quiet and submissive type. For the most part, especially with strangers, this is true. However, I frequently will chat if you get to know me well enough. Although at times I may pretend to be overly confident, it's just me masking how timid and pessimistic I am. But I am always trying to open my heart and be positive somehow.

Yep , I wanna work for Valve. Valve is one of the best company in the world. It's not only about the mechanic of the company, it's about people and freedom. That's the path I am going to do. It's one of my dreams at the moment.

As I have always planed, there is time for cleaning my friend list so if u don't see me online in your friend lists anymore, sorry about that. Unless you know me in real life or we 've talked like boss in the past, you guys will see me online everyday in your friend lists.

Favorite Quote:

"I never asked for this." - Adam Jensen

“The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up.” - Paul Valery

"Why do we fall, sir? So that we might learn to pick ourselves up." - Alfred Pennyworth

"You need to learn how to love yourseft before you can love somebody else."

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